Spring Forest Evening

Thinking of grandma, Zhou Heng felt sore, and hurriedly pretended to bow his head to respond to the kid who was raising his head and explaining the use of the small bow in his hand in detail, but thought in his heart, if the factor of grandma was removed, would he still want to go back to the 21st century so much?

If I am lucky enough to return to the 21st century, I may be able to serve my grandmother in front of the hospital bed in time to die. Before that, I may be able to find someone to marry so that my grandmother can feel at ease. Of course, in that era, people who were not married If there are too many people, it's no big deal to be alone, but if that's the case, it will be meaningless to try to find ways to go back.

And how long can grandma stay with me?When grandma is gone, how should I live the rest of my life?

I was not close to my parents, different cities, different jobs, different lives, the three of them stayed together for a long time and felt that there was nothing to say.

Not to mention the older sister, she has her own child, and she seems to be actively preparing for a second child. The brother-in-law's family wants to have a grandson, and she will be busy with the life of the old and the young, and she may not be able to understand herself. Is there any intimate relationship.

So the 21st century, which I thought was comfortable and comfortable, is actually not so longing, but more lonely. After all, it was impossible to come back to see Shen Fu at that time. Zhou Heng firmly believed in this point, God gave himself Such an opportunity, but it is absolutely impossible to generously give myself a chance to come back again.

At that time, it is needless to say that you are single, even if you find someone to have children with, so what?For the rest of my life, I will still keep thinking about that scene last night, right?

At that time, will I regret it?

Zhou Heng thought he was a rational person, but now because of Shen Yi's words and because of the beauty of last night, he began to force himself to re-examine his heart.

For this unexpected trip and the dangers that followed, at first I really felt annoyed, I felt bad luck, unlucky, and even more afraid, I was afraid that I would be killed by the third princess again, so I always wanted to go early After finding the horse head jade carving and going back to the safe and comfortable 21st century, I suspected that Shen Fu was lying for a while, and was reluctant to take out the jade carving.

But today, the threat of the three princesses is basically gone, and Shen Fu's side proves that there is no jade carving. Sometimes, Zhou Heng can't help thinking, why God sent me here, why is it me? Not anyone else.

Is it because he is also called Zhou Heng?If it was because of this, then the encounter between himself and Shen Fu was also destined somewhere?

Thinking of being able to meet Shen Fu because of this, Zhou Heng thought to himself that maybe he had to thank God.

But the problem is that at present, God, who treats people generously, has only given a one-way ticket, and he has to find a return ticket by himself.

As for whether it is possible to return again after a successful return trip, not to mention whether the horse head jade carving can be found again, even if there is, even if you have witnessed its magic once, Zhou Heng is a person from the 21st century after all, so I don’t think it can be magical To be a time machine that allows myself to go back and forth as much as I want.

Besides, taking ten thousand steps back, even if it is really a magical time machine that can travel at will, Zhou Heng feels in his heart that when a person comes to this world, he will still enjoy a certain number of blessings, just like himself, at 21 The century has been going smoothly and never encountered any setbacks. Although I have escaped from death twice after arriving here, I have managed to turn the bad luck into good fortune. Then, there are some other things, just like fish and bear's paw, you can't have both .

So if you really want to go back, you won't be able to come back, or in other words, even if you have such an opportunity, you may not dare to try again.

If he wanted to be with Shen Fu, he could only choose to stay.

But ask yourself, what will happen if you stay?Or rather, so what?

Zhou Heng didn't tell Shen Fu about it, but he was actually somewhat pessimistic in his heart. After all, it was a world where imperial power was paramount. The third princess was the only biological daughter of the empress dowager who was deeply loved by the emperor, and now she was planning to be a strong supporter for the next emperor. One's own revenge may not necessarily be avenged.

Back then, when Shen Fu's father died for no apparent reason, he was a majestic prince, for the sake of Prince Jing's residence and even those soldiers who followed the Shen family in the northwest, Shen Fu still chose to endure.

Although Shen Fu has not completely let go of this matter to this day, he has just replaced it secretly, but there are many things that cannot be said well. Zhou Heng does not know the strength of Prince Jing's mansion, and he has only seen Shen Fu get along with him On the milder side, she is not so confident about the future.

Not to mention the Zhou family, Zhou Yan and his sons are content with the status quo, and they cannot be expected to contribute much. Of course, this can be regarded as a survival attitude: try to muddle through.

Zhou Heng felt that he actually had the same attitude now, but Shen Yi's words now reminded her:

In the future, is it going to remain incognito as it is now?

If that's the case, it will have nothing to do with me about getting married, having children around my knees, and the pain of raising children.

The best result is that Shen Fu is willing to guard himself alone, but it doesn't matter whether he can guard it or not. After all, he is Prince Jing, and the emperor has spoken before. With the face of the Miss Zhou family that many people have seen, it seems that the rest of my life can only be spent doing nothing in this corner of the main courtyard.

This kind of life is unbearable to me, no matter how much I want to be with Shen Fu, so I will not be too happy when the time comes.

Of course, if you think about it optimistically, maybe you will be able to watch the clouds and see the moon soon. Once you are wronged and your identity is restored, the third princess, that bitch, will be exterminated by the emperor, and the marriage will be raised again and again.

But at that time, there will be another choice in front of him.

One option is to abandon distracting thoughts and focus on finding the horse head jade carving back to the 21st century.

That means cutting off ties with Shen Fu and even the Zhou family, but no matter where he is for the rest of his life, he will be unhappy without Shen Fu.

And the other way, naturally, is to stay here, by Shen Fu's side, and be with him for the rest of his life.

Therefore, what is placed in front of me may be two roads that will never cross, both roads are still difficult to walk, and both roads will have regrets.

For a while, Zhou Heng couldn't help smiling wryly in his heart:

God, what the hell do you mean by sending me here?People say that all roads lead to Rome, why the two roads in front of me don't seem to be a broad road...

"Sister, sister!" Ah Hua at the bottom interrupted Zhou Heng's wild thoughts dissatisfiedly, and tiptoed to fiddle with the little bow in front of her:

"Shall we go shoot sparrows in the yard?"

"Ah Hua!" Shen Yi saw Zhou Heng's absent-mindedness, and patiently coaxed her son: "It's almost time for dinner, and now the sparrows have gone home with Mother Bird, let uncle take you there tomorrow, be good!"

Don't talk about Zhou Heng, Chun Yu next to him is actually in a daze. Shen Yi thinks she can understand why the two girls are so groggy. Seeing that they have started to make shoes for their future husband-in-law now, especially Ah Heng, since they get along with Ah Fu day and night, they must have thought about long-term things for a long time.

When the two of them were mentioned by him, Ahua was so cute, so he couldn't help but move his mind.

Thinking about it this way, Shen Yi couldn't help feeling pity for Zhou Heng again. This cousin is almost twenty now, and she was about to marry her sweetheart, but who knows that bitch Chen Huishan beats mandarin ducks, oh no, it should be said It's a horizontal thrust, and now let alone the child's knees, even the marriage has become far away. After hearing what I said, don't you think about it?

Shen Yi deliberately changed the subject, looked outside the door and said, "Oh, didn't Uncle He say that he must return in the unitary hour? It's almost time to apply for the time, right?"

Unexpectedly, as soon as the voice fell, he said that Cao Cao and Cao Cao would be here, and Uncle He's voice sounded quite happy:

"I'm back!"