One Eyed Monster

The current state of the inner demon is completely different. He can be said to be very happy and relaxed now.

I no longer feel that Cady's nagging is endless chatter, no longer feel that Cady is wordy.

He even felt that what Cary said was not enough, and he should consider continuing to express more meaning.

In this way, he felt that he could be a good listener, and he could listen to a lot of what the host said silently.

This is completely opposite to the attitude not long ago. He didn't know exactly what caused this change, but what he can be sure of is that the sense of identity reflected by the host has changed him a lot.

If there is no such sense of identity, the eyes he looks at the host must be different now.

With this sense of identity, he will listen carefully, plunge into the other's thinking, and follow the other's words to think.

"Finding ourselves is a very complicated thing. We stand here unchanged, but deep down we feel that we have changed a lot." Cardi's narration is indeed somewhat unusual, and his understanding is indeed different from that of others.

The demon listened quietly, and continued thinking about the thought that followed.

He changed his thinking, and the inherent things in his heart began to shake and began to rejoin.

Because many things the host talked about were never touched before. But he listened carefully and felt that it made sense for him to lose a lot of things at this speed.

Just like this process of finding oneself. He agrees with many things the host said, and he finds many novel points of view very deep.

Cardi didn't express anything special, but only used the most plain language to describe his cognition.

After all, this is how he came here. From hating himself to doubting himself to accepting himself, the process is really not easy.

Cardi’s central idea is to be good at the inner self, and everything else is external influencing factors.

The first half of the sentence is familiar to this inner demon, and the second half is novel...

As for what are the external factors, Cardi's explanation is also in place, it is almost the same as hearing this inner demon's question.

"In the whole process of searching for myself, I don't think it is important to identify who I am. Identifying my identity is always an external factor."

"If you don't recognize your identity, how can you find yourself..." The heart demon also asks a few words from time to time. After all, he has to be involved, which is different from the previous state.

"Just follow your inner feelings. Take me as an example. My appearance is different, and I look a little special, so from the outside world, I am a monster, which means that my identity is a monster. As a monster, you should behave like a monster, and always have a kind of fear for people, making people uneasy. This should be correct, right?"

"Indeed..." No matter from that angle, the inner demon felt that this was a common judgment of ordinary people about monsters.

"But in fact, I don’t think so much. I don’t want to cause fear to others, nor do I want to bring restlessness to other people’s lives. I just want to get along with others, communicate well, and listen to them. The story of them, watching their lives, good fish become friends with them."

"But you are a monster, so the monster should do something..."

"Yes, this is the external influence factor. Monsters are always regarded as a fixed appearance, but in fact there are various appearances of monsters, and we are not this fixed appearance."

"amount……"

"Follow my heart and be the monster I want to be. This is the meaning of my life. I feel that the self in my heart is the real self, not the kind of me that people say I am."

So esoteric, the inner demon felt that he had to pay attention to it for a while.

"To put it bluntly, it means that you must not be controlled by others and change the kind of thoughts in your heart. You cannot be controlled by a fixed pattern and change the kind of thoughts in your heart. Doing that way will only outweigh the gains, and you will Let yourself live in a more tired feeling." Cardi described in detail again, these things are handy for him.

It is indeed a very convincing thing to use my own personal experience to talk about this matter.

The inner demon was shocked by this view now.

"But this is not an easy task to be yourself, because it has to bear a lot of pressure, others' eyes are one of them, and so are so many fixed patterns." Cardi continued.

The demon slowly paid attention. The fixed pattern, my inner will, my self, the me in the eyes of others...there are many and many concepts, and it has become very different, and the things he understood before have also been shocked.

"Inner steadfastness is very important. We must maintain this steadfastness. This is also the most important part of self-searching that I said."

Be firm, be firm. The demon secretly kept these in mind.

"Hold on, and then you can act according to your own inner thoughts. This thing seems simple to say, but it takes a certain amount of effort to actually do it."

The inner demon feels that this is a process that needs to be experienced slowly.

He listened to this host saying a lot, but deep down he was still a little bit confused, he didn't know what to do.

He always heard the voice in his heart~www.ltnovel.com~ but he never felt what the voice in his heart said.

In other words, he doesn't know what kind of heart demon he wants to be. No, according to the host's statement, he shouldn't identify himself as a heart demon, and he should listen to his inner voice more deeply.

This is what the voice is talking about? He never heard it, he felt that this was the most confused.

"I, I don't know what I am thinking deepest in my heart..."

At this time, the inner demon felt that it would be better for him to tell this question. Maybe his host could solve this doubt for him, so that he would no longer be confused.

"This question needs to be searched for by yourself. This inner voice is really not that easy to appear. Only when you keep trying in the process of searching, you will finally find out what you want in your heart. ." Cardi shrugged, this is indeed a strange thing, it is unclear.

"Could it be that I haven't reached this level yet? So I have no way to know the voice deep in my heart." The inner demon is a little unclear, so it is indeed a bit profound.

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