The days of being a spiritual mentor in Meiman

Fear is the deepest and most indelible scar engraved in the human soul, and what you are afraid of depends on what made you fear instinctively for the first time.

Seeing a dark shadow running quickly on the wall, people will feel fear, but the causes of fear are different. Some people are afraid of cockroaches, so when they see fast-moving black dots, they think of cockroaches. Feeling scared, some people are afraid of ghosts, and they feel scared when they see anything that is vague but floating around.

Schiller looked at Polaris and said, Magneto may well be the outward manifestation of your fear, not the essence.

In order to prove this to you, I need to ask you a few questions. First of all, did Magneto Eric really hurt you? I mean, did you cause substantial harm?

Polaris was silent for a moment, shook his head and said, No, he didn't hurt me, at most he just controlled the surrounding magnetic field.

Well, if there is no physical damage, then there must be mental damage, before. Some of his actions made you feel scared and traumatized you, especially his ability to control the magnetic field around him, It may make normal people lose all sense of security, it can be said to be a kind of mental abuse.

But we need to analyze the rationale for his behavior. Do you think he intentionally abused you by doing this?

Polaris showed an impatient expression and said: Why don't you understand, he is mentally ill! He will never do meaningless things. If you ask him this question now, he will only use a contemptuous look. Look at you and say 'Why should I abuse her?'”

You've got to the point again. He's not mentally normal. He didn't intend to hurt or kill you with these actions. In fact, you understand this too. Then why are you afraid of him?

I... Polaris paused.

Don't rush to answer, Miss Lorna, let's recall one more thing. Did your abnormal behavior towards him start from the day you reunited with him, or from when he told you the truth?

The day I met him again, he told me the truth. Polaris emphasized: In order for me to join the brotherhood, he told me that my ability was out of control and killed my parents. In fact, I was his biological daughter. .”

So before this, have you never heard of Magneto?

Polaris thought for a while and said, Of course I've heard of it. He is a very famous mutant, and his abilities are the same as mine. I have read some information about him before...

At this point, do you feel fear? Schiller asked.

Polaris shook his head and said: I just found some old newspapers, and it was written about what kind of trouble he caused. There are only a few pictures. What's so scary? On the contrary, I still think that he did a good job. It's different from those people who can only negotiate.

At that time, didn't you realize that he has the ability to kill you or control you? Schiller asked again.

But he doesn't know me at all! At that time, the two of us were strangers, why did he kill me? Polaris said, spreading his hands.

Then why did he kill you after the relationship between the two of you became father and daughter? Schiller asked rhetorically.

Your relationship did not change from strangers to enemies, but from strangers to a closer relationship between father and daughter. During this period, he did not take any violent harm or control measures against you. You also know that he Not a sadist, so why do you think he's going to kill you anytime?

Polaris was silent for a moment, then said, Yeah, he probably didn't mean to kill me, but if one day...one day...he...

Polaris' fingertips trembled a little. Schiller stood up and poured her a glass of water. Polaris filled the glass of water before saying, You don't understand...you may not have seen...you don't know How powerful he is, he can even... even...

Polaris held the water glass firmly in his hand, and said, Even if he didn't do it on purpose, what if one day...he loses control? It's not even out of control, or one day, he didn't notice...

Did you find out? Miss Lorna, what you are afraid of is that mutants will lose control at any time.

You may not have noticed that in your previous words, you have been saying that it is impossible for you to pay attention to your power all the time, and it is impossible to precisely control every power to protect the ordinary people around you.

That kind of argument means that you feel that if you're not paying attention, if you're distracted, you can kill ordinary people, and even if you don't have much sympathy for ordinary people, you're terrified of it.

Schiller walked back to his seat and sat down. He said, The source of this fear may be your life experience. When your ability lost control, the plane crashed and your parents were killed.

Yeah, Magneto found you in time, and let Master Illusion hypnotize you to forget this experience, but still the same sentence, memories can be forgotten, but the fear engraved in instinct cannot.

Your parents died because your ability was out of control. You have no confidence in the precise control of this power. You feel that the power of any mutant will be out of control, including Magneto King Eric.

Your ability out of control killed your parents, but his ability out of control may kill you, and everyone around you.

Stop it! Polaris's tone was trembling, she said: I control my power very well, I have never caused any trouble! I control it better than the X-Men...

That's just because you did put in more energy than other people to limit your strength. Schiller sighed and said, Charles said you were talented, but in fact, you didn't show the same talent. You are endowed with considerable strength.

From the very beginning, you have been working hard to control your power. It would be better not to let it be so powerful, but it is better not to lose control, but in fact, other mutants follow their own instincts, and they will not be as precise as you. every ounce of strength.

You can't stay with the X-Men, and maybe it's the same. You find that other people don't restrain themselves like you do, and you feel the same fear, because you know, there are many powerful mutants there. Once their The power is out of control, and no one can save you.

You don't even want to stay in any place where there are powerful mutants, because you feel that the tragedy of your parents will repeat itself at any time.

You don't live with those mutants, you choose to rent a house in New York, and even if you are kicked out by the landlord, you don't want to join those mutant organizations...

You think you are on the side of mutants, but in fact, you are closer to ordinary people. Like ordinary people, you are afraid of the uncontrollability of mutants.

Polaris' face was very pale at this time, and every word Schiller said made her heart tremble.

She tried her best to deny every word in his words, but her reason told her that the psychiatrist was right.

At the beginning, when she first started physics class in Xavier School for Gifted Boys, Magneto came once and showed all the students the changes of the stars and the universe.

Polaris is very interested in the black hole in his hand. I also tried to make it myself, but I don't know why, but it just didn't work.

She remembered that what she was thinking at the time was that it doesn't matter if it doesn't succeed, as long as it doesn't explode.

But if you look at it according to the style of other students, it's just a bomb, as long as it succeeds in the end.

Schiller took a sip of water and said: Professor Charles often said that he is very optimistic about you. Perhaps, he is not only optimistic about your ability, but also your position. Your father, Magneto, may understand this and think about it. Let you go back to ordinary people.

I want her to go back to ordinary people. Magneto said a very rare long sentence, and Charles was not surprised, he nodded and said: I know, Lorna often behaves like she hates ordinary people very much. People, but this actually stems from her being bullied on campus.

But in fact, she is much more worry-free than other mutants, even Iceman and Shockwave. They have also caused troubles in ordinary people's society, but Polaris has never, she seems to have been fighting for her powerful Worrying about power, even at the expense of the strength of one's own ability, but also to ensure the accuracy of control.

She's always been afraid. Magneto's voice was low, he stood up and walked to the door, and said to Charles, I just want to teach her...fear never works.

After he left, Charles closed his eyes, sighed, and said in a low voice: So, you let yourself never be afraid, and let yourself never have other emotions, no fear, no anger, Neither sorrow nor love . . . Nature is invulnerable.

Charles' grip on the chair tightened, the grooves in his skin telling him he wasn't getting any younger.

Charles thought that for so many years, he had maintained a peaceful state of mind and wanted to resolve the matter of mutants peacefully.

But every time I felt endless anger and wanted to break my rules, it was because of Eric.

Not because he has a different stand than himself, but because of what he has suffered and what he has paid for the mutants.

Charles took a deep breath and opened his eyes. He looked out of the window. At this moment, leaves fell like a golden rain outside the window. The wind rolled the leaves. Charles knew that this was just the last time before the storm. tranquility.

A golden ginkgo leaf fell from the window. Nick Fury closed his eyes. He took a deep breath and closed his eyes. Sitting on both sides of the long table were Coulson, Natasha, Hill, Mark, Ward and other agents with clean backgrounds.

Nick's tone has never been so serious. He said: Today I received a message from the military. At 6 o'clock today, I will go to a secret base. I will attend a secret meeting.

The theme of the meeting is to sign a secret agreement, and the content of this agreement is... how to eliminate mutants.

Natasha slightly opened her eyes and said, Are they crazy? The solar system construction plan lacks people everywhere, but they want to eliminate mutants?

Because there is a lack of people everywhere in the solar system construction plan, they have to eliminate mutants, because they don't want mutants to occupy too many positions in this plan and have too much influence.

If your house is going to be renovated, do you involve the tenants who have rented the house? To decide how the house should be decorated, what style should it be decorated? Even let them do it themselves to adjust the plumbing and wiring?

Coulson said anxiously: But don't they have a new house in the Andromeda galaxy? There is no need...

But do you think mutants will leave voluntarily? Nick looked at the table in front of him and said, The people who organized the meeting thought they wouldn't, and felt that ordinary people needed to help them.

The solar system construction plan is progressing very fast, but there is still a long time before human beings can obtain unlimited resources in the universe, and when the resources are still limited, the rich want to get richer, do you understand what I mean?

Nick's hands were clenched tightly, and his white knuckles could even be seen under his black skin. He said: With the shadow of the Iron Curtain, they dare not blatantly exploit ordinary people, but eliminate and attack mutants. People, but all ordinary people like to hear and see, as long as they start, ordinary people all over the world will applaud.

Nick squeezed his fingers and said: Schiller cut off their way to divert domestic pressure by provoking international conflicts and forced them to join forces, but this does not mean that domestic pressure will disappear. We all know where the pressure comes from. .”

They have to find another way to transfer these pressures, and mutants are the best targets.

They do this all the time, don't they? Hill said, Didn't the so-called sentinel robot come out several times? Our agents caught its tail several times, but unfortunately...

Nick Fury's eyes gradually cooled down, as if he remembered something. The aura exuding from him reminded people that he was also the giant ship that braved the wind and waves and successfully landed in that magnificent era.

The change in Nick's attitude made everyone look at him, and he said:

When I was young, I saw the hope of human beings going to space, but that hope was quickly shattered...

This time is the last chance. We have everything, the right time, the right place, and the harmony of people. Therefore, we can only succeed, not fail.

I won't let them do this... Nick lowered his head, closed his eyes and said, That means they can't do it.

Go, sound the alarm... Nick's voice seemed to have traveled through an entire era.

He looked at the world map on the opposite side of the seat, the pattern on it was so big, but it looked so small, he said:

Be prepared, perhaps, this is the last battle.

Thank you for the first silver alliance in this book—Klatias!!!

What a waste!

Originally, the Baiyin League immediately added ten chapters, which is 30,000 words, but! ! ! I'm done with vacation! ! ! Go to work tomorrow! ! ! Can't finish writing TAT

Many people may know that my main business does not have weekends off, except for annual leave and Spring Festival holiday, which is basically open all year round, so! ! These ten days are my last ripples! !

Of course, I try to catch up with 10,000 more words this month, and then make up another 20,000 at the end of the year or during the Spring Festival holiday...

Why don't I have 48 hours a day?