Steel Steam and Flame

"That's good." Cassia replied, leaning on the passenger seat, and took a long breath of relief, "I remember that when I first thought of forming my own power, I was influenced by the students of the same period of the military school. The reason. Later, when I started to go out to perform tasks, this kind of thinking gradually turned into practical actions. A person’s power is very limited, and it is difficult to take care of all aspects.”

"I remember at the very beginning, when I left the small town to go to university, I was completely alone at that time. It can't be said that it was inexplicable, but I entered the military school without any clue. Then there is a little difference. After seeing my dormitory on the first day, I met Ye Jielin without preparing anything. At that time, I was very sincere and naive, although I had used a revolver a few days ago Shot off the head of a refugee who was trying to grab my stuff on the reorder."

"The current memory is still very vivid. The sound of the gun is definitely not as good as the roar of the forging machine in the steam factory. It just made my ears 'buzz'. The sound is definitely the loudest sound, so that it is still deeply etched in my memory."

Cassia sighed and smiled, glanced at Delya, saw her face full of interest, and also had a look of listening carefully, shook her head, "You and Miss Hillary, Mr. Perkins, and many others People, Coach Pokémon, Mr. McQuarrie, etc., seem to be very interested in my past."

"Because you are the leader, these are definitely very interesting things, which make people full of curiosity. From the time I met the leader in the Brino area to now, the huge changes can be clearly felt, but changes are changes , we can still feel other things. The captain has always been a kind and kind person. Many of us think so, whether it is Waters or Knight Commander Hesley, the opinion is the same. But, ,"

Delya herself also laughed, "It's just that what you did, leader, is indeed a little bit inconsistent with our views. But it doesn't affect anything, I think."

"It turned out to be like this." Cassia sighed, as if he had solved the mystery in his heart for many years, "Actually, it's not really, it's more forced, you must be clearer than others, my troubles It never stopped."

"The vortex, I have always known that you, the leader, have always reminded us to keep a distance from you, so as not to be involved unnecessarily. The current knights, factories, taverns and security companies are precisely because of the reminders from the leader. , both in terms of connection and management are in the form of faults, just to cleanly cut off the connection when necessary."

"A very good way." Cassia agreed, and after a pause, he continued the unfinished words just now, "Of course, at that time, in addition to the sound, there was also the vibration when shooting, and the recoil transmitted to the body. Fortunately, I worked in the steam factory very early, and I used my strength to earn money in the first few years, so I was in good health."

Cassia clenched his fist here and raised his right hand to reveal the bulging muscles, "So the recoil is not bad. At that time, for me who has never used a gun, I won't hit myself in the face because I can't hold the gun. Come."

"Well, the importance of physical strength and quality, you often say this, leader." Delya nodded affirmatively, looking forward to the follow-up.

"That was the first time I shot a gun, and it was also the first time...well, let's kill someone." The expression on Cassia's face gradually returned to normal, "I can still recall and understand how I felt at that time. ,,, First of all, I was very scared, because the short knife I was carrying for self-protection was taken away while I was sleeping, and I was stabbed by the person holding it, that’s right here.”

Cassia pointed to the area on the left side of the neck connected to the earlobe, "There was a lot of blood, and this area was stained red. Then he was also stabbed in the chest, but he couldn't control the distance well, so I avoided it." , just cut my clothes. These are not important, the important thing is that I was really afraid at that time, and I felt the fear for the first time, which stemmed from the fear that I might die."

"A very uncomfortable emotion that makes people feel uncomfortable all over."

"However, when I think about it now, I wasn't really scared to the extreme at that time. According to the knowledge I learned in the military school, extreme fear can paralyze people. Whether it's thinking or physical health, I won't act anymore. Action. Without thinking about other things at all, just falling into darkness in paralysis is the scene of extreme fear."

"At that time, facing this fear, I still had some thoughts. But the main reason..." Cassia smiled calmly, "Because I picked up a gun on the rearrangement, and picked up a bullet shortly afterwards. Alas,,, I always thought that the moment when the trajectory of life changed was the moment when the gun was shot, but it was not the moment when I saw a gun on the rear floor. At that time, I don’t know what kind of force drove it , I picked up the gun, so there was the following thing."

"By the way, after shooting, the fear really disappeared. At that time, I didn't understand the meaning of the moment of shooting. Now,..., guns are indeed a good thing. At least for a long time, for me This is the way it is. Maybe, I still don’t know myself when I left the small town. Looking back at the past now, I suddenly realized that the psychological burden of shooting and killing a person like that is far greater than I imagined. Very small. I wouldn’t say it didn’t exist, but it didn’t bother me at that time.”

"Oh, I think you must be interested in one thing." Cassia seemed to be thinking of something, looked at Delya and said, "On the retrain that left the small town, the pistol I picked up was a revolver gone."

"Is this why you like to use the revolver, Commander?" Delya said with surprise and comprehension on her face.

"It's not that I'm not used to clip-type pistols. It's just that the revolver will give me psychological hints for a long period of time. It implies safety and strength. As for later, I just get used to it completely. Three After the stage, what I like is the power. And no matter what kind of firearm, I can use it proficiently."

"Well..." Cassia snorted heavily, "The next thing is to enter the military school, get to know Ye Jielin, know Atohuan, know Selmer, know Kara, and the knowledge changes at that time I am alone." Looking into Delya's eyes, Cassia's words seemed solemn, "Mr. Ha's younger brother, Leigh. A dangerous person, but also a person I often think of~www.mtlnovel .com~Although in many cases, his image has begun to overlap with Mr. Ha. However, Li is indeed the one who really brought me into the circle of surgeons."

"Perhaps after talking with Li, many ideas had seeds in my heart. Power is also one of the many seeds. Now, seeing that your development is on the right track, I feel more that it is loose Take a breath."

"The formation of forces is for protection. You can now protect yourself within the established range, which is quite enough for me."

Delia replied with some disappointment, "But we don't feel enough. We always think that with a little more time, we will be able to help you, leader. But the more time passes, the less we can help you."

"The main reason is me." Cassia said sincerely, and nodded.

",,," Delya was speechless, "Leader, your sincerity sometimes makes people wonder how to refute it. Because it is really very sincere."

",,," Cassia thought for a while, "The main reason is that I am really sincere and kind."