Spearman’s Growth Story

Now, she is so strong that she is not tired from running all the way from the door to the school, and the time consumption on the way to school is the least.

When I arrived at the school, Goddess naturally greeted the classmates I met by chance, and then went into the classroom chatting all the way.

The class time was as usual as usual. When I arrived, Hirai almost had to suspect that everything she encountered was actually a dream. She just fell asleep on the desk. However, the power of existence filled with the body cannot be faked. The daily life that belongs to her no longer exists.

During the lunch break, the male child next door took the textbook to discuss the topic for himself as usual. His name is Sakai Yuji, and he is a very hard-working child with a good head. His grades are similar to his own, and discussing homework can improve both of them, so even if Hirai would be shy about talking to a male child, he gradually got used to talking to him.

“――Oh oh! Isn’t this solved? Hirai-san is so amazing. This method, why I didn’t expect it……”

In the textbook, Sakai classmates focused on silent calculation. In fact, his math scores were better than his own, but he happened to have done this problem before.

While Sakai stared at the textbook, Hirai stared at his chest. There, there is something that only creatures who can touch the power of existence can see-a pulsating blue flame.

“…”

The girl pursed her lips.

So Sakai-san is also dead. It’s just Sakai-san’s torch that is staying here now.

With this idea rising in the mind, the girl shook the head fiercely. She thinks she shouldn’t think so. The torch is the residue of human beings, but the apostles of the Red World used the remaining existence as a substitute after taking the “power of existence”. But this does not mean that the torch has nothing to do with the person before his death. Apart from not being a complete existence, they have nothing different from their lives.

So, even if the torch is not extinguished, it should be treated as a human being. This is the only thing Hirai, who is unable to restore the tragedy, can do.

“Oh? Why, looking at this question. This question is very simple. Haven’t done it yet, Sakai?”

I pushed my glasses and it looked like the standard The boy who is a good student of the class-monitor Chi Suren also came over. He and Sakai are good friends, and because of this relationship, Heilai has recently had a lot of opportunities to communicate.

Hirai glanced at him. There is no fire in his chest, he is not a torch.

In addition, I have already confirmed this morning, and my good friend Yoshida Kazumi is not a torch either.

Maybe, the number of Apostles in the Red World is not very large.

I love to worry about my beauty. Early in the morning, I asked myself if my body was uncomfortable yesterday, if something happened at home, and even told myself the difficulties of living alone. Although she could not think of it, no matter what You can tell her anything, and she will work out a solution with herself.

…What a good girl.

The classmates each have their own families, with people they love, and people who love themselves.

The existence of the Apostles in the Red World will silently take away their loved ones and their lives. Unless accidents like their own happen again, no one will discover all this, and they will not know the truth of the world to death.

It’s not that the girl has never thought about asking the police Uncle for help, but after careful consideration, she found that even national forces are not useful in the face of such things. Even if it is an army, a ban will completely lose the ability to act, and then eat you, it can directly erase existence.

So, is there really no way in the world to defeat those monsters?

No.

Master God can do it.

“…Sure enough, I am still very reluctant.”

The girl whispered, watching the classmates who had gathered around her desk.

When she thought of Lord God’s last words last night, she couldn’t help feeling a panic of fear. She could not imagine what it would be like to say goodbye to all the relationships that have been constructed so far. However, she finally made up her mind.

Except for these friends, she already has nothing. Now, all she needs to do is to say goodbye to these friends who have only met after entering high school and have been with them for less than a year.

Sounds simple, doesn’t it?

After school, Hirai declined a beautiful invitation to “go home together” and walked back home quickly.

Entering the hallway, she changed her shoes and returned to her room in three steps and two steps.

She took off her school uniform and was wearing only her underwear, lying on her back on the bed.

She quickly fell into a “sleep” and saw the young god who stayed within the realm of her inner life.

The young god is sitting on a bump in the fire sea. He seemed to be aware of his arrival, eyes opened and turned his head.

“…ooh. It looks like you got the answer. The expression is completely different from yesterday.”

Zhao Huang was a little surprised. He originally thought that the girl would need at least one or two weeks or even one or two months to hesitate, and finally chose to be an ordinary person, and then gave up contacting himself.

But he didn’t expect, the girl just got here just one day later.

“Yes, Lord God, I got the answer.”

The girl’s small fleshy face was strained from tension, and her voice also had a slight tone. Trembling.

It is really embarrassing for a high school girl to make such a decision. But she did not escape, and chose to face the fork in life.

“I can’t deceive myself. Even if the gods want me to think about it, and tell me that you have avenged me, but I still want to revenge myself, I want to defeat the cannibal Red Apostle. It’s only me who has this kind of experience. I don’t want to find out one day that Yimei and the others have turned into torches just like Sakai-san. As long as I think about this, I am very scared. This kind of fearful feeling , Even more than the fear of loneliness that the gods said.”

“――However, this may also be because I still don’t understand what loneliness is.”

Then, the girl laughed shyly. She clearly knew that her own consciousness must be very naive in the eyes of the gods, but this is indeed her current thinking.

“If my contribution can make them live happily, I think this is the value of my life saved by the gods.”