Spearman’s Growth Story

(tentative title and introduction, may change in the future)

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Stupid: this one He is an old author who has written fan works of over a million words. His writing style is very serious. In a sense, he is a clear stream of cats. It is recommended to readers who like oriental and are tired of watching fandom.

019 Give and Get

“Don’t understand? If you continue like this, you will inevitably exit here.”

Looking into entanglement Zhao Huang, Garner not at all to remind him. If he doesn’t understand it himself, he can only say that he is not suitable to be a fighter. Although he can afford the long spear and shoulder the responsibility, it is only a state of being pushed and drifting with the flow.

To put it bluntly, it means that it has no subjective initiative at all.

He never did it [because he wanted to]. He would act only because he was asked for help, he had a contract, or he was responsible for himself.

For the better, this is called a good person who realizes the wishes of others, and for the worst, this is called a lazy person who has no opinion.

After becoming a Guardian, Zhao Huang is not as good as his own in doing things. At that time, he still chose to help others because he was afraid of being alone. Now he is helping others because of his deep obsession. And killing those who are evil is just out of a cleaner mentality.

No matter what it is, the essence is not because [he wants to do it]. Although most people can’t see this subtle gap, it can’t hide from Garna’s eyes.

That’s why this charity hero decided to give Zhao Huang this kindness to help him complete this transition and achieve transformation.

If Zhao Huang before his death was an undoubted mortal, at most he was a person who did justice to him, after his death, he was a computer that recorded his personality during his lifetime and operated according to certain procedures. Of qualified machines. Millions of Alaya knew the tournament, the ten trials that wiped out personality and memory, still had an impact somewhere in his soul that he didn’t even notice. If this influence cannot be overcome, until the end of time, no matter what power he holds, he will eventually be a useful tool and cannot be regarded as a [person].

It’s not difficult to explain why such a screening Guardian is even lower than the normal Guardian.

From the perspective of heroes, Zhao Huang is no different from broken copper and iron, but it’s all moving stones. For this reason, Garner will affirm that Zhao Huang’s attack will never touch the real hero.

“I really can’t be considered a hero… But, am I not getting close to them a little bit? I have been working hard until now, but I am all doing useless work?”

lifts the head, Zhao Huang stared at Garna’s icy blue pupils with slightly dilated eyes.

He, who was defeated by Garner with his heart and words, is now more vulnerable than ever.

Zhao Huang did not realize that he himself had invisibly restrained himself. Even if he said, “It’s good to be a hero of only a few people who can reach with his hands”, he doesn’t think so in his heart.

The frame named [Hero] had already completely framed him and restricted him.

――The so-called hero refers to the existence that can be established only after being requested.

Heroes in legends that have been beautified by people exist in this way.

Received the expectations placed by everyone, and ran for it, carrying the desire and dream of increasing weight, and moving forward in order to realize the wishes of many people, and did not hesitate to give up what I have.

Therefore, the existence named [hero] cannot act by his own will and cannot get what he wants. They always take into account the situation of others, and remove themselves.

So, the perfect [hero] is the existence that allows others to get what they want. Apart from this must never go beyond the thunder pool.

This kind of framework seen from various legends and the heroic image buried deep in Zhao Huang’s heart is exactly what was catalyzed by the ten trials.

Even if he never realized it, Zhao Huang still acts as a hero in his imagination. Even though it is very ugly, even if he is only repeating the struggle with a weak body, he is still moving forward firmly.

Respond to every helper who extends the hand to yourself. As long as the other person is kind, then even if you give all you have, you must help them realize their wishes.

However, this road is actually–

It’s nowhere.

There is no perfect thing in this world. The hero who is close to his imagination is also impossible to have lust in his heart. A hero like Zhao Huang thought can no longer be called a hero, it is called a wishing machine, called the Holy Grail.

If Zhao Huang is allowed to continue walking down this road in time, maybe he really has this road one day. After all, the existence of the so-called heroic spirit is a miracle in itself. So, even if the impossible thing is achieved, it is nothing strange.

It’s a pity that time is not and the others. Moreover, compared to the road of achievement, the greater probability is that Zhao Huang will completely wear out his existence on this road, and then disappear forever.

That’s why Garna planned to wake him up.

“…Oh. What you do, as long as you follow your heart, it is definitely not useless. But where is your heart?”

Looking like this Zhao Huang, Garna sighed. By now, he had seen it.

People who are not heroes bear the burden of being a hero.

Excessive spoil things through excessive enthusiasm, let him not even have the opportunity to understand this most simple truth.

“Listen well, unknown Lancer. The so-called people are those who move forward under the impetus of the soul. If you want to be a hero, at least you must first become a human being.”

“Even if I am known as the hero of charity, I act according to my own preferences.”

On the long spear that Garner stabbed, there was nothing to be done. s things. He said that he couldn’t ask for it, but the fighting intent on the gun didn’t say much. Every shot is aimed at the key, but the tip of the gun without the killing intent is not sharp at all.

It’s almost like doing repetitive work, precise, but rigid.

If you are a warrior with a heart, every thorn will burst out endless changes. Just a long spear can turn into a rainstorm.

However, Zhao Huang couldn’t do this. Even if he has exhausted what he has learned and has no fluctuations in combat, his skills will stop there.

“Now, I will ask you one last time. Unknown Lancer, do you really want to fight me?”

Hold the long spear, Garner A strong oppression was released from his body.