I got married to an orthopaedic surgeon

Shen Pan smiled silly, but was extremely happy.

At that time, she was so innocent that she didn't realize that Lu Zhishu was flirting with her.

Her liking for Lu Zhishu is also very simple, being with him is like falling in love.

Although Lu Zhishu didn't confess his love at that time, they were not officially boyfriend and girlfriend.

In other words, they are in an ambiguous period and have not yet reached the stage of establishing a relationship.

But at that time, Shen Pan thought it was the happiest time for her.

On the contrary, after confirming the relationship with Lu Zhishu, he was not so happy.

Lu Zhishu is a gentleman with excellent self-cultivation, the portion of her meal is not enough for two people, he will give her more, let her eat first, and the rest will be his.

In typhoon weather, heavy rain and strong wind howled all night.

Lu Zhishu told Shen Pan not to go back, but to stay at the company for one night, and go back tomorrow morning when the weather is better.

Shen Pan looked at the stormy night and nodded.

She was defenseless against Lu Zhishu.

Perhaps it was because of her low vigilance, or maybe it was because Lu Zhishu was not a bad person in her eyes, nor did he have bad intentions.

He was still a gentleman as always, and gave her the only single room where he could sleep, while he nestled in the chair in front of the computer, staring at the screen intently, observing the automatic equipment upgrade program in the game.

"There is a hair dryer in the bathroom." He reminded.

Shen Pan understood what he meant.

He meant that she could dry wet trousers and shoes with a blow dryer.

"Oh," Shen Pan went to the bathroom to get a hair dryer, and slowly dried his pants and shoes.

After blowing for a while, she turned off the hair dryer, poked her head out and asked, "I turned it to the highest gear, did the sound just now bother you?"

"No."

"Ah."

Shen Pan slept in his bedroom all night.

When he left the next day, Lu Zhishu was still lying on the computer desk.

She bought two breakfasts, one was placed on the table where the two of them usually ate, and the other was taken away by herself, and she ate while walking.

During morning class, Shen Pan received a text message from Lu Zhishu.

He said: Thank you.

Needless to say, Shen Pan knew that he was thanking for breakfast.

Gentleness and courtesy is Lu Zhishu's consistent style.

Even after the two got together later, when doing the most intimate things, Lu Zhishu was extremely gentle.

He would protect her head with his hands so that the top of her head wouldn't hit the bed.

She just said that the hardcover room that Zhou Mo rented was very good, so Lu Zhishu found a brand new hardcover room in Qianding Apartment, and even chose the style according to her preferences.

Except, of course, the place is a bit far away.

Lu Zhishu never intended for her to leave Bojian, it was her own idea to leave Bojian.

She didn't want to cause inconvenience to Lu Zhishu's work because of herself, and even after the two really got together, Shen Pan asked Lu Zhishu not to let him leak the news of their being together.

At that time, Bojian had already had several technical talents and experienced administrators come in. After reading Bojian's financial report, they decided to optimize the personnel structure. Like Shen Pan, he was useless to Bojian, and those who were vegetarians were of course placed in the underprivileged position. Optimize the first column.

Lu Zhishu held a private meeting with those people, and insisted that anyone can leave, but Shen Pan couldn't.

No one else understands why.

Only Lu Zhishu knew that along the way, too many people were greeted and sent off, and Shen Pan was the only one who stayed by his side from the beginning to the end.

Once the company is established, there will be more interests involved. As a boss, it is very difficult to strike a balance among them.

Lu Zhishu couldn't embarrass these talents because of such a trivial matter, and he was even more unwilling to resign Shen Pan just because of this.

He proposed a compromise solution, Shen Pan still stayed in the company, but his salary was paid as usual, and his salary could be paid less.

In disguise, Lu Zhishu used his salary to subsidize Shen Pan.

Shen Pan felt that Lu Zhishu's actions were outrageous, and it was easy to cause suspicion.

His preference is too obvious, and it is actually a kind of shackle.

Others will inevitably wonder if Lu Zhishu can even lower his salary for Shen Pan, and if he offends Shen Pan in the future, whether his salary or work can be paid or carried out as usual.

Shen Pan didn't want Lu Zhishu to be in a dilemma, so he resigned.

However, after resigning, the relationship between her and Lu Zhishu seems to have undergone earth-shaking changes.

On weekdays, they were all in the company, they didn't see each other when they looked up, they went out to socialize, go on business trips, etc., they were basically together, but after she resigned, she found out that Lu Zhishu still stayed at the company as before, but he was no longer by her side.

Qianding apartment is far away from Bojian, Lu Zhishu would have to spend a lot of time on his way back.

It's not that Lu Zhishu doesn't rent her a place closer, it's that Lu Zhishu really has no money.

Even so, Lu Zhishu still tried his best to meet her needs within the scope of his ability.

There is no doubt that Lu Zhishu is a qualified boyfriend, responsible, caring, and ambitious.

Obviously they didn't do anything, but they were pushed by the torrent of time and drifted away.

The more Shen Pan is alone, the more she yearns for a family.

She didn't want to live this kind of aimless waiting and wandering life anymore.

She wants a safe haven, she longs for the warmth of a family, she understands that love and marriage are two different things, and love cannot be eaten.

She could talk about love with Lu Zhishu, but she couldn't talk about marriage with him.

Because there are too many uncertain factors, and she needs to wait patiently.

Wait for him to become full-fledged, wait for him to break out of the world, wait for him to realize his ambitions and ambitions.

At that time, she was afraid that she was already a middle-aged woman, and even... After accompanying this man to grow up, she was making wedding clothes for others.

If the future is uncertain, Shen Pan hopes that she can make some decisions that she can control, so she chooses to break up.

What she is sure of is that she can stop this anxious love for a while, go to work and earn money, and after having a little savings, maybe on a certain working day, under some kind of coincidence, she can meet The boy who was from a similar family background as hers, who was in love with her, welcomed a new life within his reach.

Her new life does not need a car or a house, as long as the two of them cuddle up to each other every night and talk to each other, whether they are happy or complaining, as long as they are of the same mind, the little life will definitely get better and better.

Don't be afraid of suffering in front of you, but be afraid of no hope in the future.

Lu Zhishu took her to taste the suffering in front of her, but he couldn't give her hope for the future.

So, she came to herself.

Shen Pan confirmed that she couldn't forget Lu Zhishu so easily, after all, it was her first love, and it was also an unforgettable sweet memory that lasted two years.

But the reality is before her eyes, and she will never forget how lonely and helpless she was during those few months in Qianding apartment.

It takes a reason to fall in love with Lu Zhishu, and it also needs a reason to give up on him.

It depends on which one makes her mind more.

Shen Pan stared at the news from Lu Zhishu again in a daze.

After thinking over and over again, she said: I am not as decisive and cruel as Zhou Mo, and I can't completely keep away from each other after breaking up.Let's... just be friends first.