I got married to an orthopaedic surgeon

How come you were not afraid of having nothing before, but now you are?

Straight to the torture of the soul.

That's right, it was so difficult before, why is it that you are not afraid of anything, but now you are terribly afraid.

Lu Zhishu let go of Shen Pan's hand, turned around and lay down on the hospital bed.

He was still on a drip in one hand, Shen Pan was afraid that he would move too much and the needle would come out, so she took a careful look and found that it was all right, she looked at Lu Zhishu again.

At this moment, the back of his other hand covered his eyes, and the upper half of his face was completely invisible.

"I don't understand either," Lu Zhishu said, "Maybe this is the closest I've come to success, and I don't want to be knocked down at such a close call."

"Will you be knocked down?" Shen Pan asked.

"It's hard to say," Lu Zhishu still covered his eyes.

"You have never been such a person who gives up lightly," Shen Pan said: "How many times, no matter how difficult the customer is, you have already gnawed it down. Why do you not feel confident when you reach such a critical moment?"

"It's not that I'm not confident, it's that I'm powerless," Lu Zhishu sighed.

Shen Pan leaned over and took his hands off his eyes.

"What's wrong?" he asked.

Shen Pan sat by the bed, "Do your best and know your destiny. Even if the final result is to sit and wait to die, at least you have to sit up, right? I know, you will definitely not be able to sleep tonight, it's okay, I will accompany you. Tomorrow morning, you It doesn't matter whether you wake up early to find Liang Dongyan, or go to the company, it doesn't matter. Let yourself move, it's better than lying here in panic."

Lu Zhishu looked at Shen Pan very engrossed.

Her well-behaved, sensible and understanding can always give him the deepest comfort.

"Shen Pan, will you stay with me all the time?"

Shen Pan was stunned for a moment, "Why are you talking about this?" She avoided her eyes, not knowing where to look.

"You said just now that you would stay with me tonight."

"It's fine tonight. You're all hospitalized. I can't leave you here alone."

Lu Zhishu was speechless, and raised his hand to hold Shen Pan's hand again.

Shen Pan hurt a little from his grip, she tried to pull it out, but ended in failure.

"Uh...Lu Zhishu," Shen Pan pointed to his held hand, "We've already broken up, so you better not do this, it's inappropriate. Besides, it really hurts."

Lu Zhishu didn't let go, "Haven't you been waiting for my reply?"

Shen Pan was startled, "Zhou Mo told you?"

Lu Zhishu turned his head away, not daring to look at Shen Pan.

"You don't need to hide, she told me everything, you called her, she thought you came to find me," Shen hoped for Lu Zhishu's familiar handsome face, with a lonely expression: "But you didn't."

"I'm going."

Shen Pan looked up, full of surprise.

"I went to find you," Lu Zhishu said, "I waited downstairs for a while, and I wanted to knock on the door, but... Kan Tong found out about Bo Jian's accident, and she said she could help me solve it, so..."

"So you went to find her."

"Ah."

Shen Pan's heart was a little cold, but he couldn't blame anything.

Compared with Bojian, she is always so insignificant.

Although she didn't want to compare, the jealous factor that was screaming in her heart couldn't be suppressed at all.

"Do you like Kan Tong?" Shen Pan asked.

Lu Zhishu was stunned, never expecting Shen Pan to ask such a question.

"I don't like it." He replied.

Shen Pan nodded, "So you date her and eat with her just because she can help you solve Bojian's troubles?"

Lu Zhishu didn't think there was anything wrong with his contact with Kan Tong, his reason was simple, everything was for Bo Jian.

But after Shen Pan said it so bluntly and nakedly, he felt ashamed.

"I think I've done a good job. At the right time, I broke up." Shen Pan bowed his head, "Think about it, if you are not single now, if you get in touch with Kan Tong, is it because you betrayed me? , and feel guilty? How good it is now, you are single, and she is also single, you two have a good one-night relationship, or a relationship, unmarried men and women are unmarried, there is no burden at all."

"Shen Pan..."

Obviously Shen Pan's tone was very calm, and his words were very logical, but when it fell into Lu Zhishu's ears, it was like a thorn growing, and it hurt no matter how you listened.

"My analysis is wrong?" Shen Pan smiled, "We have known each other for so long, even though we have only talked about each other for a few months, we are still familiar with each other. I know what you care about, I can't compete, choose decent Quit, let's make each other happy."

The words came out very calmly, but Shen Pan could feel that his heart was not as calm as he expressed.

If she refused, every time she said more, she and Lu Zhishu would be further apart.

"Arguing? What are you arguing for?" Lu Zhishu was puzzled.

"Competing with your career and your ambition," Shen Pan said, "Before you were still in the initial stage of starting a business, and the company was small. It can be said that I started from scratch. Even if I am a waste, I can help you. At least like As you wrote on the A4 paper, be the gatekeeper of a company. Bojian is getting bigger and better now, and my value can no longer be reflected. I choose to quit and make way for more capable people. I I also thought about retreating behind you and silently supporting you, but... I found that I was too lonely. What I needed was not a man with extraordinary abilities and ambitions. I just wanted to find a husband who could accompany me and make me not lonely .So, do you understand?"

"Can't you wait for me?" Lu Zhishu suddenly became excited, "When Bojian's financing is over, we will buy a house and get married."

Shen Pan looked at him with a smile of disappointment and helplessness in his eyes.

"I know what kind of person you are. After the first round of financing, there will be two or three rounds... You don't just want to stop at the angel round, you only want to pursue the ultimate success, just like..." Shen Pan thought Liao wanted to say: "A friend recommended me to read the story of a person named Qi Yilin. I think you are very similar to him. You are also full of brains and ambitions. You want to catch everything, including career and love. .But not everyone’s existence revolves around people like you. We are already pursuing differences, and we are people on two tracks. There is no future.”

She wanted a plain and real marriage, but Lu Zhishu just wanted to appease her and allow her a illusory, dispensable marriage.

There are essential differences between the two.

Lu Zhishu also discovered for the first time that Shen Pan was so eloquent that he was powerless to refute her arguments.

Because the truth is what she said.

It is impossible for him to give up Bojian.

Talking about buying a house and getting married are just expedient measures.

"Can you give me your answer now? I mentioned breaking up, what's your opinion?" Shen Pan asked patiently.

Lu Zhishu lowered his eyes and nodded slightly.

"Can you not delete the contact information?" Lu Zhishu suddenly said, "If you need my help with anything in the future, just ask me."

Shen Pan smiled, "Okay. We also broke up peacefully. We can't be lovers, but we can still be friends."