sea ​​situation

If a party or a collective takes the party constitution and program as its main purpose, then the leader is the soul of the party and the collective, and the image of the party and the collective.

In the past, when Liu Qiwen looked at the portrait on the wall, she couldn't help but feel admiration, and the education she received was that the leader is omnipotent, any words and deeds of the leader are the highest standard of the organization, and any order of the leader is the highest standard of the organization. Absolutely.

To doubt the leader, or even to resist the leader, is to kill oneself.

But today she has learned the absurdity and shamelessness of this supreme leader.

He actually ordered himself to become Lu Ming's lover at all costs, and to monitor all his actions as his pillow.

No wonder Weng Bailing dared to order himself so shamelessly before, it turned out that the behind-the-scenes instigation of all these came from the leader.

What is loyalty?

Are you really a disloyal person?

Is loyalty to the leader the same as loyalty to the revolution?

Can loyalty to the leader be free from any moral code?

There are many question marks in Liu Qiwen's heart, and she doesn't know the answers to these questions, but in her heart, she has a firm belief that she must never betray Lu Ming.

Is it because of love?

Not all.

On the way back to Shanghai from Nanjing last time, she had sworn to Lu Ming that she would never betray him. At that time, it was only Weng Bailing who put pressure on her, but now the pressure is from the Supreme Leader.

Can she really stand it?

She covered her face and cried silently, not because of sadness, but because of the collapse of her revolutionary belief.

The scenes of her studying in Huangpu kept popping up in her mind. The lofty revolutionary ideals and lofty aspirations in life, all these powerful spiritual forces were suddenly emptied.

She suddenly discovered how ridiculous the idea she had been fighting for all these years, and how ignorant and stupid she was.

She touched her waist and wanted to pull out a gun to commit suicide.

Suicide downstairs in the military committee is also a very glorious thing.

But she was ignorant, she didn't bring a gun. Before leaving Shanghai, the military police had clearly requested that she and Lu Ming were not allowed to carry guns.

How about hitting yourself against a wall?Although it hurts, doesn't it only hurt for a while?If not, be more violent.

She looked at the solid wall behind and thought it was okay, but she immediately thought of Lu Ming again.

No, even if you are going to die, you have to see Lu Ming one last time, and tell him the whole story.

Liu Qiwen struggled to stand up against the wall, only to realize that there were many people around her.

"I said, comrade, what's wrong with you, is it okay?" A person who looked like a female secretary came over and asked.

"I'm fine, I just feel dizzy."

It was only then that Liu Qiwen realized what state she had entered just now, and she had lost her response to the surrounding things.

"Could it be that the blood pressure is too high?" an officer said.

"No, you won't have high blood pressure at such a young age, maybe it's hypoglycemia." Someone said and took out a piece of fruit candy from the bag and handed it to Liu Qiwen.

"That's right, maybe it's because of too much work pressure and tiredness. Look at her face, she has no blood at all."

"I said little comrade, do you have any family hereditary diseases?" The person who looked like a female secretary asked.

If blood pressure is unstable at such a young age, it must be a family inheritance, which is common sense.

"No, I'm really fine, thank you." Liu Qiwen stood up and was about to leave.

"Don't leave in a hurry, I'll take you to the infirmary for a checkup, the infirmary is in the building." The female secretary came up to support her.

"No, big sister, thank you very much."

Liu Qiwen squeezed through the crowd and hurried away. The people behind her didn't look sick when they saw her walking, so they dispersed.

As soon as she walked to the gate, He Zhonghan happened to block her way.

"If you have anything to say, we'll talk in the car." He Zhonghan walked to him and said with a gloomy face.

He was scolded by the leader just now, and he felt extremely wronged, and felt unreasonable about what Liu Qiwen caused.

He has followed the leader for many years, because he is careful in handling things, and everything the leader tells him is done beautifully, so he has never been reprimanded, but today he was scolded for no reason.

"Look at the soldiers you brought out, how decent they are, how the Fuxingshe has let you manage them, a small secretary dares to contradict the supreme leader, and dares to disobey orders, who gave her the courage, is it you? ?”

Then there was another crackling reproach and reprimand.

He Zhonghan was completely bewildered, completely unaware of what happened just now, and finally pieced together the general idea from the leader's words, and finally knew what task the leader wanted to give Liu Qiwen.

He Zhonghan felt that the leader's order was not very clever, let alone Liu Qiwen's disobedience, even if he agreed, with Lu Ming's superb way of treating women, these women would not be Lu Ming, but the leader, who would eventually betray.

Use a beauty trick on Lu Ming?Forget it, it's definitely meat buns beating dogs and never returning.

However, he didn't dare to raise objections in front of the leader, but in his heart, he couldn't help feeling a little bit of admiration for Liu Qiwen.

In the years he has been working as Mr. Jiang's staff, he has never met anyone who dared to refuse the leader's order to his face.

Liu Qiwen can be said to be the number one. Even Mr. Wen Bai has to obey the leader's order in person. How to deal with and resolve it behind the scenes is another matter.

Liu Qiwen's words and deeds, is this the saying that a newborn calf is not afraid of tigers?It doesn't seem right either.

He didn't know whether Liu Qiwen was brave or stupid. If you don't want to monitor Lu Ming, you can take it to heart. If you refuse the leader's order face to face, it will be hard for you. No one can save you.

Is it so difficult to obey the yang and violate the yin?

Obey the order first, and then randomly get some irrelevant information and give it to the leader indiscriminately. Why take this kind of death-seeking behavior.

He was also thankful for Liu Qiwen, if Lu Ming was not the target of surveillance, or if someone had seen this scene, he would probably be on his way to a military court.

Liu Qiwen thought that He Zhonghan was going to arrest her, so she didn't resist, and obediently got into the back seat of the car.

There is nothing more sad than heart death, her heart is dead now, let them deal with it, there is nothing more complicated than death in this world.

Once it's over, it's dead and pulled down.

He Zhonghan sat in the car and told the driver to go back to the headquarters.

Along the way, He Zhonghan turned his head to look at Liu Qiwen several times, only to see that her eyes were closed and her brows were frowning, as if she was fighting against herself.

The two were silent all the way.

After returning to the headquarters, He Zhonghan took Liu Qiwen back to his office.

Liu Qiwen just followed him blankly, her brain was empty, like a puppet.

He Zhonghan looked at her, shook his head, smiled wryly and sighed: "Should I say you are stupid or stubborn, maybe both, but it's not where you are stubborn."

"Mr. He, if the leader asks Secretary Liu to monitor you day and night, will you accept it?" Liu Qiwen asked with rounded eyes.

"Yes, then let her monitor, and I can cooperate with her in monitoring, so what? The clear will be clear, and the turbid will be turbid." He Zhonghan showed extraordinary generosity.

He was telling the truth. As the leader's most senior staff member and loyal confidant of the leader, he has also been tested in various ways, let alone being watched.

He even felt that it was an honor to be monitored by the leader, which meant that he would be reused. With so many people in the party and the army, how many people can enter the eyes of the leader?How many of them are worthy of the leader's own order to take surveillance actions?

This is an organizational inspection of you, indicating that you are about to develop.

If a leader wants to reuse a person, he must first figure out whether this person is trustworthy, how loyal he is, and whether he can take on great responsibilities.

This is also a kind of test. Although it seems unacceptable, it may not be a bad thing, unless you really can't stand the organizational test.

He Zhonghan patiently explained this truth to Liu Qiwen, which was also the task entrusted to him by the leader, to persuade Liu Qiwen to accept the order.

He Zhonghan was really unwilling to do this job, but unfortunately he had no choice but to personally do Liu Qiwen's ideological work and persuade her to carry out the task of monitoring Lu Ming.

"Mr. He, if there is such an ethos in our party, where every subordinate monitors his superiors, taking small reports as an honor, and even as a channel for promotion, then does our party still have a future?" , and dare to say anything.

She is a weak woman, but when she becomes strong, she won't even change a strong man.

The strongest part of a person is not in her body, but in her spirit.