sea ​​situation

Mr. Dong lit a cigarette, took two puffs, and said, "An Yi, you don't want to get married, and I don't want to start a family, so I don't think we should consider this matter."

"I've thought about it a long time ago. To me, this means making sacrifices for the revolutionary work. What does sacrifice mean? You don't need me to teach you anymore, do you?"

"But you don't have to make such a sacrifice now." Mr. Dong reluctantly resisted.

"You... this person, you keep going back and forth..."

An Yi was so angry that she ran back to the back room, threw the sweater knitted for Mr. Dong on the ground, then felt puzzled, and stepped on it a few more times.

She felt extremely wronged that she had made such a big sacrifice and begged to marry this surnamed Dong, but this guy not only didn't appreciate it, he seemed to have suffered a lot.

Am I an old girl who can't marry?An Yi thought about it, and couldn't help sobbing.

Hearing her cry, Mr. Dong knew that he was in big trouble, so he hurried in and said with an apologetic smile, "An Yi, don't do this, it's not that I don't agree, what I mean is that we should think about it carefully, after all, marriage is Life Events."

"Dong, you pick and choose. Is there anything I don't deserve for you?" An Yi said, wiping away tears.

"No, no, I didn't say you are not worthy of me, I am not worthy of you, really. For you, I am a bit old." Mr. Dong said sincerely.

"What's your age? You're only 35 years old, seven years older than me, and I admit it. Anyway, our marriage is not for the love of men and women, but for the needs of work." An Yi stopped choking and said.

"Don't you really think I'm old? Every time I look in the mirror, I feel like a little old man." Mr. Dong told the truth.

"Why are you old? You are mentally old, plus you are usually unkempt and sloppy." An Yi scolded.

Mr. Dong didn't even bother to tidy himself up. Before An Yi came, he did it on purpose. Even so, he failed in An Yi's eyes.

The living conditions in the base area were far inferior to those in Shanghai. The cadres and soldiers there were completely different from the underground party. Although the clothes had been mended and worn for many years, they must be washed clean and they were very energetic.

But An Yi overlooked one point. Comrades engaged in underground work in enemy-occupied areas are often in a state of depression, and their mentality will inevitably have a vicissitudes of life.

It is not energy and youth that can be drained most by underground work, but a person's psychology. Often after a few years, a person will feel as if he has lived for decades and has a feeling of vicissitudes.

In Mr. Dong's eyes, An Yi is still like a 20-year-old girl, and she really doesn't match him.

Of course, the most important thing was that he had no psychological preparation for getting married at all. He sent the message but was forced by An Yi. He thought that his superior would never agree, but he did not expect that his superior approved their marriage application at an unprecedented speed.

"An Yi, that's what I think. If the two of us simply get together just for work, it may destroy me and you as well." Mr. Dong explained calmly.

"Now that things have come to this point, what do you think should be done?" An Yi asked.

"We can try to fall in love first, just like those young men and women who are now free to fall in love for a period of time. If we fall in love for a period of time, both of us feel like each other and are willing to stay with each other for a lifetime, then we will get married."

Mr. Dong's point of view is reasonable and not excessive at all. It's not about not getting married, but about falling in love first.

"We submitted the application, and the superior has already approved it. We are not getting married anymore. Isn't this a joke? How do we explain it to the organization?" An Yi said.

Mr. Dong believes that the organization must be able to understand the situation they are currently facing and will not interfere too much with their choice of a suitable lifestyle.

This marriage, whether to get married or not, facing this question, the two of them are actually very entangled, in a dilemma.

Mr. Dong wants to procrastinate and not rush to get married, but An Yi is actually holding on. If it is said that he is afraid of marriage, An Yi is more serious than him.In any case, marriage is a very important event for women.

An Yi originally wanted to break through this hurdle with a fearless spirit of sacrifice, just like blowing up a bunker on the battlefield, so he didn't care about the result.

Since Mr. Dong proposed to fall in love for a while, she is of course willing to, after all, she has never really been in love.

When she was studying in Hankou, she once had a boy she liked very much, and that boy also liked her very much, but both of them were busy engaging in student movements at the time, so they didn’t tell the truth. Later, the Kuomintang found out about party activities, She escaped, but the boy was killed by the Kuomintang.

This incident has been a pain in her heart for many years, and it is also one of the reasons why she refuses to fall in love or even get married. Whenever someone expresses love to her, that handsome and talkative boy will appear in front of her eyes, and her love will appear. That face that she had been particularly fascinated by.

"The superiors only approved us to be together, but did not say that we must get married right away." Mr. Dong said.

"Well, I agree with your opinion. Old Dong, you don't really look down on me, do you? If it's true, just say it directly. I won't care." An Yi looked at Mr. Dong suspiciously Said.

"Where are you going? Why do I look down on you? I don't know if I'm half-baked. I really don't think I'm good enough for you." Mr. Dong said with a wry smile.

"Since we are working together, don't say that you are worthy or not. I know that you are the most important old underground in the headquarters. The head of the headquarters often praises you. In the base area, many people regard you as an unknown Hero." An Yi said.

"What kind of hero am I? Those comrades who sacrificed for the revolution are real heroes, and I am just an ordinary soldier." Mr. Dong said with some embarrassment.

"Old Dong, what do you think it's like to love someone?" An Yi thought that she had only had a brief relationship with the opposite sex, not to mention being in love, and her emotional experience was too poor.

"This... It's hard to say, it's unforgettable. A successful relationship is a blessing from God, but an unsuccessful relationship can ruin most of a person." Mr. Dong sighed.

"So, you have also experienced the torture of love?" An Yi smiled.

"Torture? That's sort of it." Mr. Dong said with a wry smile.

"Then can you tell me about your relationship?" An Yi said.

"Why do you want to hear this?" Mr. Dong couldn't get emotional.

"I've never been in love before, I want to know what love is." An Yi said, bowing her head a little embarrassedly.

"Have you never been in love?" Mr. Dong asked in surprise.

Ordinarily, young men and women in the new era should have been in love, especially a girl as good and beautiful as An Yi. It is impossible to say that no one is chasing her.

"At the beginning, I also dated a boy, but it can't be called love, anyway, I like each other a little bit." An Yi said generously.

"Then where is he now?"

"I died during the April [-] massacre." An Yi said sadly.

Mr. Dong sighed. In the April [-] massacre, too many comrades died, and countless outstanding young people fell under the enemy's butcher's knife.

"These blood debts will be settled with the Kuomintang in the future." Mr. Dong said bitterly.

"By the way, where is your love partner?" An Yi asked.

"She studied in the UK with me, and she stayed. I insisted on returning to China to join the revolution, so I left." Mr. Dong said lightly.

"Oh, you should have a good relationship foundation. She must be very sad if you broke up like this?" An Yi asked after thinking about it.

"It was really sad at the time, and I will forget it later. Time is the best medicine for healing." Mr. Dong said with a wry smile.

"She refuses to come back with you, are you feeling particularly uncomfortable?" An Yi asked.

"Really not. I really didn't feel bad at that time. My heart flew back to the motherland a long time ago. I felt that returning to the country to participate in the revolution was my only mission. Things like love and love can be left behind, but many years have passed, and in my dream Her shadow often appears." Mr. Dong sighed.

"You still think about her often?" An Yi asked with a complicated mood.

"No, I'm not thinking about her, but I often recall that period of time, which can be regarded as a memory of the lost youth." Mr. Dong said with a gloomy expression.