About the fact that I only have one move to clear the customs

Afterwards, Ning Fan lived here with peace of mind. Although he would think of Wang Chao and his friends on the mainland from time to time, he couldn't go back. What can he do?

In the following three years, Ning Fan and his two wives had their own children, two boys and one girl. The family lived in an isolated village and lived a happy life.

It seems that with Ning Fan's peace of mind, Ye Caiwei and Jiang Yueli also gave up their attachment to going back to the mainland, and lived peacefully here.

In this way, another seven years have passed, and the three of Ning Fan have been in this paradise for ten years.

The children grew up, and Ning Fan and his two wives also began to appear old because of the thinning of spiritual energy and neglect of cultivation.

In fact, as long as one stops practicing, no one can escape the fate of extinction under the law of heaven.

This is not what Ning Fan cares about. In fact, his life is almost perfect, but his treachery to Wang Chao, Long Tao and his friends, as well as the abandonment of the human race on the mainland, make him feel anxious and uneasy from time to time.

There is indeed no way to get out from the inside of the Mirror of Ten Worlds. I have used various methods. The power to create this world is an existence above the god level. How can mortals break through the barrier he set up?

Ning Fan could only comfort himself like this again and again.

Ten years have passed, and the family has lived in the bamboo forest for 20 years. The three children have grown up one after another, and the eldest son has his own wife. The family has grown bigger and bigger.

This was an exciting thing. Seeing the thriving children and happy family should be the happy life that everyone dreams of, but Ning Fan couldn't be happy no matter what.

The guilt towards his friends and the self-blame towards the human race were like a slender but tenacious silver needle, stabbing hard into his heart, piercing deeply into his soul, making him restless all day and all night .

In fact, this world is really impossible to get out of. Even if Ning Fan tried his best, it would have no effect, but deep in his heart, he never seriously thought of a way, or even an escape method.

He didn't want to go back, he didn't want to face the dripping blood, he didn't want to face up to the bleak life.

So this has become a lifetime of torture, and self-blame and guilt have even become his heart disease. He finally found that he can't escape the fact that he should make a contribution to the revival of the human race, because he is one of them. He must stand up when the ghost race slaughtered the human race, because the human race had given him innumerable resources, faith and honor that attracted much attention.

But when everyone had high hopes for him, he was defeated by the ghost emperor, and he was even powerless to fight back.

But when everyone put their last hope on him, hoping that he could find a way to defeat the ghost emperor from the chaotic space, he chose to hide in this isolated place to spend his days.

Such ugly thoughts fully exposed his ugly humanity in the following decades when he examined himself.

He always looks at the sky, there is no dream, and there is no future. He shuts himself in here, in a cage woven by his subconscious, and he can no longer escape.

Maybe if you change anyone, you won't have Ning Fan's entanglement, but Ning Fan has always been such an emotionally sensitive person, he will always sort out and reflect on what he has done, and then find his own shortcomings and disadvantages.

This character is a very good habit on weekdays, but now, it has become a torture tool for Ning Fan.

After another 50 years, Ning Fan was already dying, and his children and grandchildren were full of children and grandchildren. The children and grandchildren couldn't understand this elder who was so sad all day long, but no one dared to say anything more.

Ye Caiwei and Jiang Yueli knew what he was sad about, so they often alternately came to sit in front of him, watching the sky silently with him.

I don't know how long this kind of life lasted. It may be 80 years, or it may be 100 years. Ning Fan, who is already numb, can't tell the difference.

On this day, the sick Ning Fan finally came to the end of his life. Lying on the bed, when he was in a daze, he looked at his children and grandchildren, looked at his two favorite women, recalled what he had done in this life, and suddenly Between burst into tears.

In this life, he was not only sorry for his friends, the human race, but also for these two people who loved him deeply, because it was not until the end of his life, when he left, that he suddenly discovered that the two beautiful women were already in their seventies and eighties. If you don't accompany them and love them well, your life will be over.

He didn't care about the teaching of the younger generation either. Not only was he not a qualified father, he was not a qualified husband, nor was he a qualified friend.

He is an unqualified person.

What he lived in this life was really an incomparable failure. He wanted to have everything, but in the end he found that he hadn't grasped anything well, and left nothing behind. When he left, he was sick all over and left Regrets of a lifetime.

The children and grandchildren didn't know why Ning Fan was crying. People had never seen him have such big mood swings. Ye Caiwei and Jiang Yueli couldn't understand it either, so they hurried forward to comfort him.

Ning Fan was ashamed of everyone and his wife, unwilling to face all this again, so he chose to cut off his own heart, and passed away, leaving behind a group of people in grief.

Ning Fan's soul floated up, he wanted to hug his wife, he wanted to touch the chubby face of his youngest granddaughter, but he found himself flying higher and higher, the last thing he wanted, God would not allow him to do so .

As the soul flew higher and higher, Ning Fan also began to look back and examine his life.

The first half of his life can be said to be a winner in life, he got what he deserved, but the second half of his life was simply unsightly.

Generally speaking, this life was full of regrets, and he suddenly realized that he was not ready to leave this world and his two beloved ones.

"No! I don't want to leave here, I still have a lot of things to do, and I still have a lot of regrets that I haven't redeemed!" Ning Fan suddenly raised his head to the sky and shouted at the top of his voice!

But the sky did not respond to him, only a bright white river appeared in front of him above the sky, it was a river formed by countless souls.

Entering this river means entering reincarnation, and the regrets of this life will never be undone!

Ning Fan gritted his teeth, gathered all his strength, and began to resist the force that was pulling him upwards.

But this force is too powerful, Ning Fan still can't help but fly upwards!