Rebirth Junior High School: The Excelling Top Student Goddess

People are particularly stubborn when they drill their horns.

Physically and emotionally, everything is serving that stubbornness.

I can’t feel cold, I can’t feel thirsty, and I can’t feel hungry.

It’s just playing against yourself.

However, once calmed down, after returning from that state, all reason returned.

For example, now Shen Shiying.

When she returned, she was very regretful.

She is not an ordinary person. She is a popular female celebrity / star. She hides out of bodyguards, assistants, and managers. She sneaks out alone, and the phone is turned off …

This is again in the big winter.

In retrospect, it’s crazy.

She didn’t believe she could do it.

“Drawing, sorry, I worried you …” Shen Shiying held Yun Hua’s arm and said, “You are so busy and uncomfortable and you want to come to me … But if I don’t get involved, are you Never contact me. “

Yun Hua helpless, “Okay, I can understand your mood. You have been too strict with yourself, and you have stretched yourself too tight. It is better to relax your mood appropriately. I don’t want to contact you, yes … It’s not very convenient. Your big celebrity / star, wherever you go, is the focus of much attention. Journalists are like cats. If they smell a little fishy, ​​they will catch up. If I meet you, I will share The minutes will be captured by the Journalist. “

“What are you afraid of being photographed by Journalist? You have n’t been photographed very much before. Anyway, you are also an Olympic gold medalist. Right, Journalist are very interested in your news. I knew you were my friend before. I have asked me many times about I didn’t answer your question. “Shen Shiying said,” Did you draw something? I think you seem to have evaporated. “

Yun Hua pats Shen Shiying’s hand, to appease her, “These are long talk, and we will slowly talk about it later, now you call your manager first, and I will send him a text message over Mingchen. For the time being, do not respond externally What, let’s take a night off and wait until tomorrow to talk about everything. “

Shen Shiying was silent for a moment, and her mood fell again. “Things on the Internet … drawing, in fact …”

“en?”

“In fact, for so many years, I have almost accepted it.” Shen Shiying whispered.

Yun Hua froze, “What do you accept?”

Shen Shiying chuckled a little, and laughed with self-deprecating, “What else can I accept? Of course, accept … accept the fact that I am actually a daughter of a criminal.”

“…” Yun Hua was shocked and looked at Shen Shiying with disbelief. “Shi Ying, what are you talking about? You, don’t you know? Have you forgotten? In H province a few years ago, you were in When filming, I found someone who looks a lot like your father, and you just follow him. Did n’t you all contact him, didn’t you all … didn’t you all understand? “

Shen Shiying looked down, and then whispered, “Painting, in fact … he didn’t tell me anything, he said sorry to me, other … didn’t say anything. All my questions, all my He didn’t answer any questions. “

Yun Hua’s face was ugly, “You mean …”

Shen Shiying silent ones, but suddenly chuckled, “Drawing, when you saved me, you said it intentionally, and deliberately guided me to think about where he was undercover. In fact, you don’t know anything, you just don’t Just trying to save my life, right? “

Yun Hua couldn’t say no.

That being the case, she couldn’t deny, and there was no need to deny.

“Do you know? At the beginning, what you said was a life-saving straw for me, and it was a life-saving straw that I had to fight for.” Shen Shiying said softly. “I was very hollow at the time, there was nothing at all. Belief, I was too young at that time, immature in my heart, and easy to be controlled by outsiders and rumors. At that time, I really didn’t want to live. I feel that living is too painful and painful, it is better to die. Death is not at all dreadful. “

She sighed with a smile, “But … probably people in the bones have a desire to survive. The so-called death is only because I was too weak and too weak to deal with the difficult situation at the time. It was then that you showed up and you gave me the courage to survive. You guided me and let me think whether my father was an undercover man, maybe he was not a criminal but a hero … For me at the time, these It’s too important, too important. “

“I seized the life-saving straw you handed over and climbed to the shore desperately … I went ashore, and I spent the hardest part of my life.” Shen Shiying said, “I actually always believed My father is undercover. Until … until the time I met him. “

Yun Hua couldn’t believe it.

She thought that when Shen Shiying was filming the first film of her life, she happened to run into her father Shen Yecheng, who came to the Mainland with the golden wolf to conduct a criminal trade, in a remote mountain area. Yun Hua thought that the encounter was a real one for Shen Shiying. A good thing is a good thing for Shen Shiying to consolidate her beliefs. Who would have thought that the meeting would collapse Shen Shiying’s beliefs …

What’s more terrifying is that Shen Shiying’s belief collapsed at that time. She didn’t even see it at all. She even thought that Shen Shiying was very happy at the time …

“Don’t look at me with this look.” Shen Shiying held Yun Hua’s arm, leaned her head on Yun Hua’s shoulder, and said softly, “You should know when drawing, I’m an innate talent actor … You can perform whatever I want. “

Yun Hua could only sigh, “Then you have these years …”

“I’m telling myself every day that I may really be the daughter of a criminal.” Shen Shiying said softly. “You know, there are some things. People may not be mentally prepared. Once they are mentally prepared, it will be easier. After so many years, I have almost accepted this fact. So draw and do n’t worry about me. This thing has a psychological impact on me that is not as big as you think. “

She said, and couldn’t help laughing, “In fact, I thought that my father’s affairs should have burst out very early. I don’t know if it is too wasteful for the home, or if Star Entertainment is too powerful, so that It’s only now that my father’s affairs have been revealed. “

“To me, it’s like a blade hanging on my head. Now that the blade has finally fallen, I can finally breathe really smoothly.”

Yun Hua purse one’s lip, “What will you do in the future? This thing will ruin your acting career.”

Shen Shiying shook her head. “I don’t know what to do. Take a step and look at it. Although I like acting very much, but there is no way to do this kind of thing. I have been prepared for it. Every character, every play I take, I work very hard, because I don’t know which step or character is the end of my acting career. “

“Oh yes, in fact, you can also go abroad to develop.” Shen Shiying laughed. “I just like acting, and I don’t like the feeling of being worshipped as celebrity / star, so if you are only a small actor, you should It ’s not that difficult. It ’s not domestic. I can go abroad. Hollywood, I do n’t care about my background at all. I do n’t want to be a big actor. It ’s still enough to be a little actor. ”

Yun Hua didn’t laugh when she saw her, and her tone was very calm. She was relaxed at the bottom of her heart.

In this way, even if the situation is extremely bad, at least you don’t have to worry about Shen Shiying committing suicide.

“Shi Ying, do you have the habit of seeing a psychiatrist?” Yun Hua asked.

Shen Shiying shook her head, “No, our profession cannot be revealed towards others. Such things as psychologists are not in line with our national conditions. Besides, I don’t have time to go abroad to find a psychologist. If I dare to haunt you In a psychological clinic, believing or not will be photographed by the Journalist immediately. If believing or not takes less than an hour, the news of my madness will spread throughout the network. So … don’t look at it. “

This is true.

But Yun Hua was still worried.

Everyone misestimates their own mental state.

Originally, Yun Hua thought that Shen Shiying had firmly believed that father was undercover in these years, so she would have been alive with all these years. Even if she suddenly experienced a large-scale cyber bombardment, she would not be easily shaken. At least she was still determined. She also doesn’t have depression.

But at this moment, Yun Hua only knew that from a few years ago, after seeing father that time, Shen Shiying had doubted the true identity of father from the bottom of her heart!

In other words, over the years, she has been slowly digesting and accepting that father is a criminal.

She didn’t talk to anyone.

In the original matter, Shen Shiying could only talk to Yun Hua. This is the secret of the two of them. However, Yun Hua has no news in these years and has not contacted Shen Shiying at all. Who else can Shen Shiying talk to?

With Chu Yu?

The relationship between Chu Yu and Shen Shiying was intermittent. What Yun Hua knew was not very clear. The media broke the news that Shen Shiying had a boyfriend outside the circle. Even during the interview, Shen Shiying himself acquiesced. There was once a Journalist who took a picture of Shen Shiying with a ring. The picture …

But soon, Shen Shiying took off the ring again and made it clear that she was single when facing the Journalist interview.

In other words, the relationship between Shen Shiying and Chu Yu is not stable.

This emotional instability led Yun Hua to believe that Shen Shiying wouldn’t tell Father about Chu’s affairs.

In other words, in these years, Shen Shiying has always put all the stress and pain on her heart, and she must also put on a sun-sharp touch on the surface, using her best acting skills to disguise, Pretending to be invisible to anyone.

Yun Hua is really unimaginable.

Over the years, Shen Shiying’s backlog of haze has multiple levels.

For a moment, Yun Hua would feel a fate.

Couldn’t she really change anything?

Even if she rescued Shen Shiying at the beginning, and planted a seed in her heart that she was father, this seed also took root smoothly, providing a continuous supply of nutrients for Shen Shiying’s heart …

But what happened?

As a result, the seed grew unknowingly, became ill, and began to absorb Shen Shiying’s nourishment in turn, day after day year after year ……

If Shen Shiying is going to see a psychiatrist now, Yun Hua is sure that, possibly 80% of the time, Shen Shiying is already suffering from depression, and I am afraid it is not early.

“Draw, don’t worry about this expression, really don’t have to worry about me.” Shen Shiying said with a smile, “I really accepted it. In the past, I was too young, always stubbornly thought that my father was The big hero I imagined, and later I actually understand it, man … man is very complicated, he may be my big hero, and he may also be a nightmare of others. I have no way to hate him … but, I have no way to forgive him. “

Shen Shiying took a deep breath. “Actually, what happened to him this time, I was relaxed. I have stolen these years, and now it is time to go back. I am already … I am very happy, aren’t I? Even if I ca n’t hang out with the Entertainment Circle now, I have a lot of money. I can go to the Entertainment Circle abroad, and those … and those families whose families are ruined because of the evil he has done, how much should their children be? tragic……”

“Shi Ying, don’t think of that many.” Yun Hua held her hand. “Listen to me, take a good night’s sleep. Tomorrow … I will give you an answer tomorrow, no matter what, I will definitely give you A clear answer. “

Shen Shiying leaned on Yun Hua’s shoulder. “Draw, don’t be busy, waste your time, that’s it, it’s fine … I’m a little sleepy … 唔 ……”

Yun Hua still wanted to say something. Turning his head back, Shen Shiying’s eyes had closed.

She is really sleepy.

Yun Hua sighed, looking up towards the front, inadvertently meeting Bo Siqing’s eyes in the rearview mirror, she pursed her lips.

Bo Siqing glanced at her, then looked away and continued to concentrate on driving.

The car stopped at the villa.

The steward that came here temporarily was not previously known by Yun Hua.

“Mr. Bo, we maintain the villa on a regular basis and can be moved in at any time. A maid has been arranged and you can order us directly if you have any needs.” Steward said.

Boss Nodded, “Are the rooms ready?”

“Everything is ready.”

After the car stopped, Yun Hua woke up Shen Shiying.

Shen Shiying rubbed her eyes and looked sleepy, still holding Yun Hua’s arm. “Here, I’m so sleepy.”

She almost hangs on Yun Hua’s body.

Bo Siqing frowned slightly and looked directly at Steward. “Trouble call two women over, please ask Shen Young Lady to take a rest in the guest room. Shen Young Lady is too tired to walk.”

steward stiffened.

Shen Shiying froze for a moment, the drowsiness flew away instantly, staring at Bo Siqing with wide eyes, and finally looked at Yun Hua, and finally she could only quietly say in Yun Hua’s ear, “I lean on you, thin Less distressed? “

Yun Hua was speechless, “Let’s just talk blindly, aren’t you sleepy? Go to take a bath first, I will let people prepare food, eat and sleep!”

“Okay, you are at your house anyway, you have the final say.” Shen Shiying laughed and released Yun Hua with a smile, and went to the guest room to bathe with the servant.

Yun Hua had a headache in Bo Siqing’s meaningful eyes.

She always felt that her vest could not be worn for a few days …