Rebirth Junior High School: The Excelling Top Student Goddess

Yun Hua looked towards Bo Siqing.

Her eyes were full of tangles and pains …

“Painting, I thought we were already the most trusted people of each other. If life can be delivered, what else can’t I know?” Bo Siqing held her face against her forehead, She stared straight at her, saying it word by word.

Yun Hua’s tears suddenly fell.

“I … nothing, I just … just …”

What would she say to those who have suffered?

The man in front of her was her most trusted person and her favorite person, but the more she loved, the more timid she became. If he knew he was so stupid, she …

She could say anything, even the secret of rebirth could tell him, but she couldn’t tell him his unhappy past.

She couldn’t say.

“Okay, OK, I won’t ask.” Seeing her like this, he first felt bad and hugged her directly. “Well, it’s my fault, I shouldn’t force you. Good, don’t want to say just Needless to say, things in the past have passed, it ’s not important anymore, what ’s important is now, okay, not afraid, not afraid … ”

He held her tightly in his arms and patted her on the back gently, soothing her.

Yun Hua gradually calmed down.

She sat up gently from his arms and looked at him, “A Qing, it’s not that I don’t want to tell you, but it’s a very unforgettable memory for me. I … I …”

“I know, needless to say.” Bo Siqing quickly stopped her. “You tell me first, did you feel anything?”

Yun Hua smiled and shook his head.

She knew he was changing the subject, and wanted to forcibly connect her fainting situation with her fading perception.

“I didn’t feel anything,” Yun Hua said softly. “I fainted because I saw the blue sea of ​​flowers …”

“See the blue sea of ​​flowers?” Bo Siqing frowned. “You haven’t seen it before.”

“Yeah.” Yun Hua looked towards him, “One more time, you should know, it was in the Mental Health Institute of S City, that time … the brother and the last sister should have told you.”

“Sayed that.” Bo Siqing looked at her. “I’m worried.”

Yun Hua gently nodded, “I know. This time the situation is similar to that, I saw the blue sea of ​​flowers … Oh no, it should be said that when I see the blue sea of ​​flowers in the mental hospital, I will … I will remember those past times that I ca n’t bear to look back on. That ’s where I … weakest and most afraid … “

“Aqing, do you know what I am most afraid of?” She said looking at him.

“what?”

“What I fear most is not death, but after death, whether it will be ashes, or will I return to the place where I came. If it is ashes, it is about the best place to go, and if it is back to when I came The place … “Yun Hua was full of sorrow, breathing for a long time, and it took a long time to say the last word softly,” Then I will, it would be better to die. “

Looking at her eyes, Bo Siqing’s heart trembled suddenly.

He hugged her tightly, holding him very tightly, as if he could not wait to rub her into his body.

It was this tight hug that was too tight to breathe, but it gave her a sense of security and made her feet seem to step on the ground.

“No, no, I won’t let you go.” Bo Siqing’s voice was extremely firm, “I won’t let you go, I will never let you go, even if you really don’t belong here, I I wo n’t let go of you! I ’m just thinking you ’re here for me. When you come and provoke me, just stop walking! ”

……

The two hugged each other and it took a long time for Yun Hua to calm down completely.

“Drawing, I won’t mention this again in the future,” Bo Siqing whispered, “but your situation is too serious, I am a bit worried.”

“worry about what?”

“This situation belongs to stress response, the body’s self-protection mechanism. The combination of the mental hospital and the blue iris has even replaced those horrible memories and become a deep-rooted picture in your brain. As long as you are in the mental hospital , And then saw a lot of blue irises in the psychiatric hospital, this combination will have a great impact on you. It is similar to a serious allergen, as long as you touch this allergen, you will be allergic instantly, and Your allergies are also very serious! “

Bo Siqing said, “I’m worried that if you don’t interfere, in some cases, if you suddenly have this situation again … it will be dangerous.”

Yun Hua pursed his lips. “But how does this interfere with the treatment? I …”

“This is a psychological problem, and professional psychologists should be involved.” Bo Siqing said, “In fact, it is similar to the treatment of various psychological disorders. It is similar to the desensitization therapy used in the treatment of allergies. Stimulation, after you have adapted to a certain stimulus, increase it until you can adapt as normal people. “

Yun Hua’s hand fell on his waist, and he couldn’t help clasping his shirt.

“So … then … to find Brother Bei Qian?” Yun Hua’s voice was still hesitant, “I … want to ask Brother Bei Qian if he has time, maybe he is busy …”

“No.” Bo Siqing shook his head, “Don’t look for Bei Qian. This matter is too important for me, and I dare not let anyone know, otherwise, it is likely that someone will aim at this and intentionally put you into a trap . “

“Who are you looking for?” Yun Hua said, “Did you not trust me more, Bei Qian?”

“I have already arranged it.” Bo Siqing said, “You use training as a reason to go abroad every month. I contacted a Teacher. He is old and no longer accepts psychological counseling, the key is Yes, very few people know that he used to work in this area. He is now a foodie, and you will meet with him, and others will not think about psychological consultation. “

“… Okay.” Yun Hua took a deep breath and nodded agreed.

She knew that Bo Siqing was for her good, and if it would make him feel at ease, she would do it.

But in fact, she is not optimistic about this, because she knows how much her defense is, and she has no way to trust anyone except Bo Siqing.

The secret of her rebirth will only be told to him alone, others’ words … not at all.

As for the secrets of the mental hospital and the blue iris, she is not distrusting Bo Siqing, but … she cannot tell.

It’s like asking a young girl who has been subjected to violence to tell her favorite person all about it, it’s not about trust, it’s just … inferiority.

“By the way, what happened to the case on Gu Huai’s side? I didn’t help.” Yun Hua hesitated. “Otherwise, I’ll go again. This time I’m mentally prepared and it should be fine. Mainly, I seem to feel something! “