One Eyed Monster

The meaning of Cardi's frequent nodding of his head is actually very simple, he just wants this demon to let go and let him play freely.

Although the heart demon is only a body of consciousness, and it needs to be attached to his body and consciousness to exist, the heart demon is also an individual with a spiritual position. The consciousness of this guy is independent and different.

Although most of the time, the heart demon is misleading and uses an evil way to influence and control the host, but for Cardi, this is all novelty and he needs to understand.

Because of this, he would let this heart demon continue to linger in his body now.

Although the heart demon is in his body, he is also very clear about his words and deeds. His consciousness is independent, which is equivalent to living in this world and space with the help of Kadi's body. His vision is not Kadi's. Vision, but his own vision, so he can see Cardi, but it is difficult to see himself.

When he saw this strange state of Cardi, he was surprised again. He has been affected by this emotion many, many times. Now that he can face it like this is a great improvement.

Because he had lost control of his emotions before, he complained that the kind of embarrassment deep in his heart is now unstoppable like a flood. He feels that he has a lot of words to pour out now.

No one can stop him unless his host suppresses him with a powerful force.

If his host does not suppress him, then he will naturally talk about it, because for him it is a kind of outburst of the whole emotion.

It can be seen that the previous emotional out-of-control was just a fuse, and it was this emotional explosion that ignited in the end.

Now his host motioned him to continue and said, free to play, he would not have so many worries.

Now he wants to release all his floods, and he wants to confide all his inner sorrow.

It is really not easy to find someone who listens. Nagging words and complaining words will be rejected, so at this time, the heart demon is in a state of excitement.

The influence of emotions makes people very different, and emotions control everything about people.

These are things that are difficult to understand, but when this happens to yourself, it is not difficult to understand.

The inner demon has opened the chatterbox now, he has no sense of fear, it seems that it can't be worse.

"I am an extremely unqualified heart demon. Most of my fragmentary memories are the disappearance of pain. The long-awaited brilliant master is less pitiful..."

"You can't understand this feeling. It's very uncomfortable."

Cardi nodded frequently as he listened, and the inner demon didn't know whether his nod was understanding or not.

"A heart demon, for my sake, can be regarded as a particularly failed existence, but what can I do? I walk away and step into the disappearing queue. I am not reconciled in my heart, I am not convinced! "

Cady agreed with this feeling, and he nodded fiercely.

"You don't understand, how do you know this pain, I didn't even get to the side of the demon, but I have to admit that I am a demon. This is an insult to my identity!"

The heart demon felt that Cardi couldn't understand this feeling, because this state of identity inconsistent with reality would never appear on the host. The host himself had said that he was a monster, and every point he showed pointed directly in the direction of the monster.

The inner demon is different. I have said that I am the inner demon a long time ago, but no matter what he shows, it has nothing to do with the inner demon.

It seemed that he was like a poor worm under the fence, like a parasite that lives on the host's gift.

"I have been chasing my dreams, becoming a qualified heart demon is a very important thing for me, but I have tried many, many times, and I still can't affect you!"

"Tell me, what kind of monster are you!"

"You can't realize my existence, you can still suppress me in a certain corner of your consciousness, and there is no end when you press it, and you finally get out to breathe, and you are beaten to perfection..."

The inner demon talked about his own journey, his face full of bitterness.

Cardi listened very seriously, but the process was indeed quite strange to him. This strangeness made him think this thing was very magical. He never knew that there was such a good show deep in his heart.

This battle with the Inner Demon had started very early, but he had never realized that he was quite surprised to hear the Inner Demon now.

It seems that there are still a lot of things that need to be explored slowly. Some things hide in there to prevent you from seeing them, and they will come out after you explore them. Some things cannot be seen. If you discover the rules, everything will be natural. , But it was really peculiar to deal with the inner demon himself, because he could neither see nor find the rules to follow. Such things were really troublesome.

Fortunately, he asked the demon to tell him, otherwise he would never know that something like this would happen to him.

"I tried many methods, but I still didn't get the result. I really don't know what happened to me, why I can't even find the shadow of the inner demon."

"It's really uncomfortable~www.ltnovel.com~ I'm thinking about what I am, am I not a demon? If I am not a demon, why are there so many fragmentary memories of the demon, those brilliant masters, Although there is only a little bit, but when I think about it, my blood is surging!"

Emotions are also changing as the narrative progresses. From the initial sadness to the later rush and excitement to the current blood boil, this is just a few short sentences. The whole emotion was fully released in such memories and narratives, which also allowed this demon at this time to know what he had been insisting on for so long.

"Do you think my procrastination is interesting? Do you think I am particularly tired like this? Humph, don’t you know that I am not procrastinating for survival. As a demon, I want to maintain my dignity. But the thing of dignity will never come without knowing it."

Cardi shrugged and didn't quite understand what he said. He didn't think there was anything wrong with this procrastination, but he couldn't say anything.

"I'm lingering and panting in search of myself. I cringe for so long. I don't know what I am anymore. No matter whether I have the dignity of a demon or not, I have to look for it. I can't find this self. ,I can not be reconciled."

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