I Will Always Love You

Gu Chengji sighed inaudibly. He stretched out his hand and pulled a piece of paper from the front panel of the car, silently handed it to Cheng Shitong, and said with a gentle voice, "If you want to cry, just cry out."

Cheng Shitong took the tissue, folded it, and then held it in the palm of his hand, took a deep breath, and said with a trembling voice: "No, I won't cry. Gu Ningshu is not rescued yet, he is sure It will be fine, what can I cry..."

Her voice paused, then she lowered her head, and wiped her tears secretly with the tissue in her hand. After a long while, she raised her head, sucking her nose with red eyes, her voice muffled: "If Gu Ningshu really has What is it... if he..."

Cheng Shitong’s voice paused for several seconds, and finally couldn’t help crying, “I’m so sad, so sad... I was still smiling and sent me to the airport yesterday morning and asked me to go back to eat more. In a blink of an eye, he was lying on the operating table and never came out... His kind of disease, he usually has to go to the hospital to check for a nosebleed to make people feel at ease, but just now his father said that he was lying covered with blood. On the ground, so much blood...so much blood, it kept flowing out of his body, and couldn't stop it... I just listened to what my uncle said, and I felt a sense of helpless despair in my heart... I was really scared, afraid that he would leave me like this..."

Gu Chengji glanced at her in the rearview mirror of the car, was silent for a moment, and then slowly said, "Don't be afraid, it will all pass."

"No..." Cheng Shitong was sitting in the back seat of the car, just now saying that she wouldn't cry. At this moment, she was crying like a tearful person, "You are not me, you don't understand what I am in. That kind of despair."

Gu Chengji held the steering wheel in both hands and stared straight at the road ahead. After a long time, he said in a low and gentle voice to her: "I understand... the kind of despair in your heart. I was when my mother died. , Have experienced..."

"..." Cheng Shitong raised his head, sniffed vigorously, and looked at the man who was driving with his back to him.

"At that time, it seemed as if the whole world was in darkness. The person who was still smiling and discussing what to eat at night with you for the last moment, the next moment, lies on the hospital bed and never wakes up..." Gu Cheng In Ji’s voice, with a hint of bitterness like burning coffee, he said slowly:

"I understand all your feelings now, and even I have experienced more deeply than you. The only mother has passed away. The person who has the closest relationship with you in this world is no longer there. There is obviously a father, but he He didn’t want to admit my existence. He obviously had a younger brother, but he didn’t know my existence at all. At that moment, it seemed that I had nothing to do with this world. I lived and no one would be happy for me. I If I die, no one will be sad for me... So, Tongtong, I know how you feel now. Maybe now is the hardest and most desperate moment in your life, but believe me... everything will be fine. More Besides..."

His voice paused, and then continued: "As long as he does not come out of the operating room for a second, it means that he still has a ray of hope for survival..."