Evil Awe-Inspiring

I begged the Buddha to ask the Bodhisattva, but Fang Nan had already gently held my hand, and then took the half-burnt cigarette from me.

She took a step back, looked up at me, then slowly took a puff of cigarette, and then slowly spit it out.

After the cyan smoke, her eyes were hazy and her eyes flickered.

"I'm a woman." Fang Nan finally spoke, and because of crying, her voice was a little hoarse and a little nasal: "And I'm not young anymore. For a woman, when she is over 30, she is a Horrible things. "

I didn't speak.

Fang Nan leaned against the wall, holding her arms, her face expression was very weak, and there was a feeling that could not help but feel distressed and caring: "Chen Yang ... Do you know how a woman over 30 years old feels? ?"

"... I don't know." I admitted frankly.

"It's difficult." Fang Nan spit out these three words in her little mouth, and then her eyes fell on the ceiling. She seemed to smile a little, but there was no slight joy in this smile: "I take every day I am well-dressed ... but I only know when I unload myself every night, and I have a little crow's feet in my eyes, even though I give myself everything the best ... but a woman like me, still How long can I keep my youth? "

"I'm the only one in the family ... even so. I'm scared even when it's dark, and sometimes I try to find excuses to go home. I'd rather stay in the company until no one is left. .Because I know that the home is empty, even if I sit for one night, no one will come and say a word to me! At night, when I sit here, I feel cold all over! The coldness is from the bottom of my heart It came out! It came out of the bones! I will desperately turn on all the lights in the house! Turn on the TV, the stereo, all! Open one night! Every room! Then I will sit on the sofa and wait ... "She Suddenly a bitter smile. Then he shook his head and whispered, "I don't even know what I'm waiting for."

"Chen Yang ... I'm over thirty years old ... the youth left to me is very little ... maybe it won't be long, no ... it should be said now! Now I am on the road, and some little girls have already Will call my aunt! Instead of calling my sister! But sometimes I think about it, I'm 30 years old, but I'm still alone, and no one hurts me. No one will accompany me, no one will come, I am happy, coax me Sleep ... when I woke up with a nightmare in the middle of the night, I didn't even have a hug that calmed me down! Do you know ... "She looked into my eyes, and tears flashed in her eyes:" I often have nightmares at night After that, I sat with my quilt until dawn ... "

I can't say a word at all!

If a woman is willing to reveal all her weakness and helplessness in front of you ... then what else can you say?

"You really look like a person." Fang Nan sighed, and there was a strange glance in his eyes: "I remember what I said to you, you look like him ... even with a personality , The same stubborn. Strong, not willing to lower his head, a bit hard-tempered. But in your hungry eyes, occasionally left out, but it is very gentle eyes ... This is also very similar to him.

I still can't speak.

"I saw you for the first time. I have some ... I almost couldn't control my emotions." Fang Nan shook his head: "Remember the things I asked you to come to my house to help me do that afternoon?"

"... Remember." I nodded.

Fang Nan's eyes showed a hint of shyness and guilt: "That day, I thought about it for one night. I decided to bring you back. I ... I had a plan ... or I made one that I felt A shameful decision. "

"what?"

Fang Nan took a deep breath, flushed, and trembled, "I ... intend to seduce you."

Hum!

My head almost exploded!

She ... intends to seduce me?

She was going to ... seduce ... me?

Fang Nan was ashamed, her head almost dropped to her chest, and she said in a very thin voice: "Am I ... shameless? A shameless woman?"

When she looked up again, tears shed in the corners of her eyes: "I also feel that I am very cheap ... I thought about it for a night ... I couldn't stand it anymore, I couldn't stand it! I just want to be warm once With a little embrace, there is someone who can take good care of me by my side. Be nice to me ... even if only in order, I will be enough! Enough! "She reached out her hand and gently held my face:" And You look too much like him ... too much, Fang Nan, I couldn't help thinking, even if I could only stay in your arms for a while ... I was content for a short while ... I'm sorry Chen Yang ... I'm sorry, I know my thoughts are dirty and mean ... But I can't stand it anymore. I don't want to sit until dawn after waking up every night! "

Although I don't have a mirror, I can feel that my face must be hard to see now.

Finally, Fang Nan sighed: "But ... the day after you came, I found myself ... still unable to do it." She hugged me suddenly and hissed, "I'm not a mean woman! I'm not! No! "Fang Nan seemed to lose his strength and fell into my arms. I quickly stretched out my arms to support her, and said softly," Would you like to sit down? "

"Don't," Fang Nan said softly in my arms. "Let me ... hug for a while, just for a little while, okay?"

I sighed and tightened my arms.

Fang Nan whispered a little purine, her head happily resting on my shoulder, and she continued to whisper that her voice was very blurry, something like a nightmare: "You were here that afternoon and helped me So many things ... I'm looking at you from behind, looking at it, looking at it ... It's you for a while, it's him for a while, but it changes, and my decision in my heart breaks down. Chen Yang ... Do you know? Since I live here ... you ... "She looked up:" You are the first man to walk into this house. "

"I believe." I nodded immediately.

"En ..." Fang Nan snorted softly: "That afternoon, I drank a little wine, and I was a little dizzy, but I wasn't drunk ... I thought then, forget it. It's a fall for a fall ... … Anyway, I won't meet anyone who really hurts me in this life, and there will be no more people ... just this time, just once ... "She smiled suddenly, as if mocking: "That afternoon ... Do you think I'm really drunk? I didn't ... I actually knew it, I was conscious at the time. You held me upstairs and I was still wondering if you couldn't help it ... you guys and then the men outside are not good people, just thinking about how to get a woman into bed ... I think. Forget it, just once, even if there is a warmer memory, let me be one in the future In human life, it ’s okay to have fewer nightmares. In fact, I ’m still timid ... I do n’t dare to take the initiative and just give myself up to you. If you want to treat me at that time, I wo n’t resist it. Speaking of Fang Nan's voice finally cooled down: "But only One, if you really did that day, the next day I'll let you go. "

"Then what?" I suddenly asked a fool and idiot.

Fang Nan suddenly smiled and looked up.

Seeing Fang Nan's smile at such a close distance, it really looks good. Very charming. Her eyes were crooked, like a crescent, the corners of her eyes slightly raised, very charming, very charming.

"Then ... um ... you were holding me upstairs at the time, I was ready. I thought you would hold me into the room ... but I didn't expect you guy. Holding me up a circle and came down again I almost couldn't pretend ... I said to myself at the time, you are a weird person. Is it about to happen, have you suddenly become timid again? "She blinked, looking a little blank:" You men, don't Is it impulsive? "

I opened my mouth and sweated on my head: "That ... I didn't really think about other evil thoughts that day, I just wanted to hug you into the room and let you lie down and rest. I didn't expect anything else ... Conscience of heaven and earth! "

Fang Nan nodded, his eyes full of tenderness: "I ... believe you!"

"That day ... are you really not drunk?" My mouth was bitter.

"A little." Fang Nan smiled slightly: "Although I kept a little soberness, there was really some confusion ..."

"To what extent?"

"I'm confused ... I can build my nerves and let myself do that."

I'm speechless……

"Chen Yang ... Thank you. Fortunately, you didn't touch me that day." Fang Nan then converged with a smile and looked at me very seriously: "Because you didn't touch me that day, you will have the opportunity to feel slowly. That feeling until now ... or, torture. "

"Well ..." I couldn't speak.

"That day, you didn't touch me, but then you went out to buy it for me, and then when I came back, I really couldn't support it. My head was dizzy and I wanted to sleep ..." Fang Nan blushed. "Later, you I hugged me and slept on the sofa for an afternoon ... I was awake for a while, I was overwhelmed. I regret it and wanted to push you away ... but I can't bear it. I haven't I slept so peacefully. You hugged me in the back and supported me so that I did n’t let me fall. I felt very dependent. I was a little bit restless and uneasy, but then I slept abnormally. I said to myself, you A good man ... a good man. "

I felt a little burning on my face as well. In fact, throughout the afternoon of that day, I held Fang Nan in my arms and had been fighting with heaven and man!

"Later night, my body ... well, my body is very uncomfortable, and you take good care of me ... I haven't been taken care of for a long time." Fang Nan's eyes were filled with emotion: "Do you remember that I lost my temper against you? For Cang Yu ... I was sore at the time ... Suddenly a kind of childish temper came out of my heart, as if it was a kind of fear ... I was afraid of a favorite toy that I just saw, so It ’s the same as being stolen! "

"Do you remember when we came out from the dinner at night, did I lose my temper on you in the car? In fact, I knew in my heart that I lost my temper, and those words were very childish ... but I just couldn't help it!" Fang Nan blushed her head down and said, "Actually, girls are like this. I just want to lose my temper deliberately and unreasonably ... I don't know why, I really want to feel the feeling of being coaxed by you ... As a result, you are really The good words came to coax me. In fact, it was fun to fight with you, especially when I watched you with such a gentle tone to coax me, I was about to cry at that time ... "

I:"…………"

Big sister! Come on, you are my boss! I'm carrying you a big rice bowl. Can you coax you without a soft word?

Of course, such words can't be said now!

"Later, you took me to eat in the middle of the night ... the kind of very shabby roadside shop, I haven't been there for a long time!" Fang Nan's eyes lighted: "I usually have someone else invite me to dinner. In those very high-end restaurants, you took me to eat those yakiniku, but I found it very interesting. It was fun to hold the skewers in my hand. It was so fun. . They insulted me and you stood up and fight with them ... "She stared at me suddenly:" And, you pulled me behind you. Use your body to stand in front of me ... "

Fang Nan suddenly hugged me: "Chen Yang, do you know that I was crying all the way back after you were taken away by the police? I even violated my vow and called to use ... their relationship for help! I have forgotten how long ... How long have I never cried for a man! "She bit her mouth and stared at me:" I have known you more than I cried all these years. Much more! "

"I ..." I just spoke, Fang Nan had reached out and blocked my mouth, preventing me from speaking.

"I do!" Fang Nan said firmly, "I do! These are all voluntary! I would rather you send me home that night. That's because I just want to stay with you for a little longer, Just a moment! "

"but……"

"No, but!" Fang Nan's eyes suddenly showed a kind of unprecedented light: "I have no time! I'm not young anymore! Sometimes I wonder if I'm sorry for me and finally treat you like this It was delivered to me ... After you sent me home that night, I stood behind the door for a long time and almost couldn't help but wanted to rush out and chase you ... "

I thought to myself: Luckily you did n’t come out, otherwise you would see me and Wu Gang fighting ...

"I thought about it for a night. The decision I made again ... I decided that I couldn't let go this time, I decided to try to catch you!" Fang Nan suddenly dim his eyes: "But the next day, I knew you were out The accident ... when I rushed to the hospital ... to see your ... girlfriend ... "A terrible smile appeared on her face. Gently said: "Do you know? I even had a dead heart ... I finally saw a little hope, but you annihilated it alive in front of me!"

"I'm sorry."

"Don't say sorry to me," Fang Nan said quietly, "I almost exhausted all my power to control myself and didn't go to the hospital to see you again, do you know? I go to Korea every day and can't sleep at night I will always think of you ... I will remember the day you were holding me behind, after you broke my foot, you held me out ... I called Qian Pan everyday and asked her about you. "

The gaze in front of me is the heavy I can't bear, and the tenderness I can't refuse.

It took almost all my willpower to remove my eyes: "Fang Nan ... I don't know what to say. I don't know how to express the shock in my heart ... well ..."

"I know what you want to say!" Fang Nan bite, "You want to say that you have a girlfriend, and then you want to say it is impossible, no, then say sorry to me, right?"

I would like to say "yes", but in the face of Fang Nan, the word couldn't pop out of my mouth.

"Chen Yang ..." Fang Nan's shout seemed to be infinitely affectionate, and I couldn't help hearing it, Fang Nan had reached out and hooked my neck: "I don't want you to do anything ... I won't ask you How about ... I just ask you to stay with me ... Don't go out of my sight and let me see you all the time, all right? "

"..."

"I really don't want too much ... I won't grab anything from your girlfriend. I don't want to disrupt your life ... I just want you to stay! Stay!" Fang Nan is almost happy to use his hands The tone of begging: "Don't you go well? No matter what request you make, I'm willing to promise you! As long as you leave me a last hope, don't take it completely away, OK?"

Honestly, my heart is completely soft.

How did that sentence come about?

In this situation, such a beautiful woman, with a cross-section in her arms, tells you the heartfelt ... Fufu what!

Besides. A woman so weak and helpless, can I bear to hurt her?

"Actually ... Actually I'm not a good person." I said indifferently.

"I know!" Fang Nan blinked suddenly and whispered, "I was drunk on the sofa that day, right here, you thought I was asleep, didn't you just say something to me? Fortunately, I have already left the river , Or you'll treat me ...'... hehe, those words show that you are still a very good person. "

Seeing that I finally did not speak, Fang Nan suddenly flashed a strange look in his eyes. The arms around my neck narrowed slightly, and that delicate face slowly approached me with infinite shyness ... close ...

Finally, my mouth tasted a soft fragrance ...

That feels ...

... is sweet ...

My brain quickly fell into a blank. Arms hugged her involuntarily ...

…………

I felt like my head was empty and blank, and I felt a little top-heavy. There is a touch of sweetness in the bottom of my heart, a meaning of joy, a touch of joy, and a touch of anxiety.

I can't even remember the details of how I got out of Fang Nan's house ...

I just remember that after a long kiss that I was about to suffocate, Fang Nan had softened like a pool of spring water, and fell into my arms, a pair of eyes were almost dripping water!

I immediately realized that I had to leave immediately! Otherwise, I'm afraid my self-control ability is not as good as I thought!

and then?

Eh ... Then, it seemed that Fang Nan was holding my arms and sending me out. She was still shy before leaving. Like a girl, tiptoe and kissed me on the cheek: "Chen Yang ... come pick me up to work tomorrow"

How did I answer?

Oh ... by the way, I said, "OK."

Standing outside the door of Fang Nan's house and being blown by the wind, I was awake, and couldn't help but patted my face hard.

Fairy! Absolute fairies! I've been so fascinated that I don't even know how to sleep!

Turned and looked at the closed door, but I couldn't get the courage to knock.

I patted my forehead vigorously, I reluctantly got into the car, started, and left on the road.

I was a little flustered along the way and almost broke the red light several times. There were two other times when I was waiting for the red light to think about things and come up with a horn, and when the car behind me was impatient to horn me, I stretched out my head and yelled: "Press what! Do you have a trumpet, I don't! Press! "

Then he scolded and started.

After driving for a while, I suddenly felt that I really wanted to talk to someone. I needed to find a friend to talk about this matter, so I drove the car on a remote road, parked on the side of the road, and took out my mobile phone. Look at the numbers above.

Jojo ... Well, forget it, she seems to be upset with me.

Azer ... this big mouth, can't tell him, if it is passed to Yan Di, I'm done!

Wood ... it's still better ... the mouth is tight!

Wave call, wood gave a sound at that end, I immediately sighed: "Wood, I'm in big trouble!"

Later, I spoke out about the encounter in Fang Nan's house in the afternoon, one hundred and fifty, and even the last affectionate kiss, he also hesitated.

Of course, I accidentally smashed Fang Nan to take a bath. I hesitated a moment, but finally didn't say it.

Wood didn't say a word during the whole process of my narration, just listen to knowledge and listen quietly.

When I finally finished speaking, the wood popped out at that end:

"Yan Di is a good girl."

"I know!" I was a little impatient: "That's why I'm upset! I don't want to do this two-footed thing!"

"This Fang Nan is also very good."

"... I know that, too." I exclaimed: "I didn't **** ask you to judge someone else's girl! I need you to give me some advice! What should I do!"

The other end of the phone was silent for a long time, and UU read the book www.uukanshu.com. The wood spoke: "Cold mix."

I was angry immediately, and was furious: "I said what you meant by this! I originally wanted to find Fang Nan to understand this! But I didn't expect it to be like this! Do you think I am willing? Do you think I am Do you want to make this kind of scene? Do you think my two pedals are fun and very interesting, aren't they cool? "I complained angrily and said," People, they are all forced to force them out !!!! !!! "

The other end of the phone was silent for a while, and suddenly the voice of the wood came over smoothly and clearly!

This guy actually said a few more words!

I only heard the voice of the wood on the phone and said clearly: "Not all of them were forced out ... As a doctor, I correct you a bit, and many people have caesarean sections."

"........." I: "% ￥ ... * & amp; # 8226; # ……"

"Well, aren't you going to pick up Fang Nan to work tomorrow ... don't be late."

The phone hung up and left me there.